dilemma
Monday, July 23, 2007 |

is it so hard jus to express
one's feelings
or even jus say sorry
when all u wanna
do is start a conver

i tried gettin close to u
i tried to understand
i tried to stop
this infaturation

but its over
FINISHED
BURNITO

cant believe it
todae was some anti-guy day
i met 3 idiots
all wit diff personalities
but same arrogance

1st was T.S
oh yea every gurl knw him
the oh so sweet
so kind guy
who ruined my life
once i stepped toe inside M.I
was starin at me
wit those
wonderin wats she doin now eyes
so i jus look away
HA
take tat

2nd was e chem guy
wonder wats his prob
i said e correct ans
n he was like NO no no
2 min later
i was correct so i jus
slapped him on e back
n said see
in those fun way...like we do in class
n he became bitchy
n said
"u didnt even talked to me
walao"
n like afterwards
sha was askin e teachers name
n he was again
sayin
"its PHUA la "
in some arrogant / very annoyed
tone
urgh

and lastly
marcus
srry for sayin u're normal
cuz ur fuckin att
is one of a kind
dizzin my best frenz aint enough
u jus had to act like nothins wrong
...i knw
u saw me in e mornin
IGNORED me
but in e noon
u shouted out
"HEY HELLO"
like its ok

how am i supposed to react
u broke my heart in every way
cried for u in mgt
cried for u in chem
cried for u in gp
cried for u throughout e whole night
n ironically
i dun knw why i'm cryin
maybe cuz i thought u're a great person
or i'm jus sensitive
or i dun knw
i admit i really like u
truely
even now
but it has to stop
i cant pretend nothin happened
cant keep tellin myself nothins wrong
forgav u be4 but not now
guess its e end
cuz i doubt u're ever approach me for me again