What I Want In A Man
How He Should Look...
Taller or Shorter?:	duh taller
Long Hair, Short or Medium Length?:	i adore the jap kind of medium shagged hair......
Dark Hair or Light?:	DARK ooooooooooo like dark caramel mmm yummy...I LOVE HAIR
What color eyes do you like?:	green they're alluring
Fuzzy or Unfuzzy face?:	u mean a hamster ???
Earrings?:	studs...
Tatoos?:	small ones r fine...no koi fish or kats or any other stupid tattoos ah bengs hav...like the other day i saw a bamboo pole....
Strong Hands or Soft Ones?:	STRONG...feelin their firm hard grip on ur waist givs security....soft hands r more like playdough
Chest Hair?:	oh god no !!!!
Back Hair?:	JESUS no !!!
Trimed Pubic Hair or Shaved Off?:	trimed....totally bald seems underdevelop
Attached or Unattached Ears?:	attached.....unattached = buddha
Broad Shoulders?:	hot yea !!!
Small Waist?:	ewww no....i rather muscled waist
A Little Extra Around the Middle?:	wat middle ???
Inny or Outty Belly Button?:	def inner
Circumsized or Uncircumsized?:	i love skin
Hairy or Not Hairy Legs?:	not hairy...its less distracting
Now, His Personality...
Should he love You or His Mother more?:	ME DUH !!!!
Should he be able to cry in front of you?:	yes
Should you be able to cry in front of him?:	i cry infront of anyone
Should he always open doors for you?:	nar it shows i'm weak
Should he always pay for Dinner?:	sweet but no....i pay my own bills....mostly
Should he tuck you in at night?:	YES tat'll be so cute.....it nvr happens though....they jus dump u a bunch of pillows n go back playin DOTA...
Should he return your phone calls immediatly or when he has time?:	when he has time duh.....
Should he devoted to only you?:	nar...frenz r important too
Should he stop talking to Ex Girlfriends for you?:	it would feel better unless he really wants to talk to her....then i'll jus bitchslap her in the face aftwards
Should he work hard to please you?:	not really....natural is best
Should he always follow your advice?:	at least listen
Now, His Morals...
Would he visit with an ex girlfriend who's in trouble?:	70 % ya
Would he be able to lie to you without a guilty conscience?:	nope...tats y i love him
Would he talk about you behind your back?:	YA IT HAPPENED BE4....EVIL !!!!
Would he move away from you for a job?:	i guess so
Would he steal from work?:	nope never
Would he tell on you if you stole from someone?:	nope never.......................................he better not be....
Would he cheat on you?:	.............
Would he dump you if you cheated on him?:	............yes
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its nice seeing her smile again
after all she've been through
its bytime she deserves to smile again






guys r bastards
amen to that
they hav periods bigger than us
them and their random moodswings
jus encountered 2 this month
retarded
simply retarded beings....[them nt u other guys]


haiz
at least sweetie aint tat bad....[now tat it seems]
i love him to bits n pieces n crumbs
hohoho

I WANNA PLAY POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


wats the definition of trust
when someone denies your def of it
does it mean u're been betrayed ?
or played ?
or worst...misjudged....

and once tat trust is lost
is it possible to gain it back ?
exactly the way it was ??

if asking a question
bout a person's loyalty
is it a matter of lack of trust
or is it because
there is too much trust between
the two
so much of a bond
tat a person has to ask these qns so as
to substain tat special bond.....

tats wat i wanna know
the fear of askin questions
....
or the fear of the answers
...
which is scarier ??

been thkin a lot
bout Antz questions
bout a month ago
even be4 he asked....i alr knew about them....

the fear of askin
due to the fear of losing such a special bond
but its more of
the fear
MY fear
of the answers

cuz maybe....
i already know about the answers....
n i jus fear
tat it will come true
....

to live a lie in luxury
or
a life filled wit blatant honesty

i wonder which really is paradise...........


why do things start fallin apart
when u jus barely fix e broken pieces
why whenever a feeling turns in your guts
it would always be a bad one
why when u start to hang your head high again
the same shit pulls it back down once again

my name is marilyn
n i'm sittin
in the same shithole mansionette
tat my parents pay a shitload of money for
causin us to live misearably poor right now

LOL

jus had a feelin for writing books
i'm jus bored haiz.....

nyways "holidays" are ending
like hell it was a holiday !!!!!
studyin all day
rushin to get assgn on time
life stories of s'poreans r gettin common

was jus sayin life sucks
am under a lot of stress frm studyin
plus gettin super irritated wif downturns (other posts)
n my parents r drivin me NUTSO
n when things turn sour....
all my support jus werent there....

sweetie jus started his everyday 24 hrs study marathon
he really needs it btw
i'm low on cash so i cant release shoppin rage
moreever cant go out cuz i'm broke
n i hav split ends

jus kill me someone
really feel like quitting sch
i wanna be happy






nyways feel like changin my
email add
i mean
biteda_big_one
aint tat tempting anymore
although it sounds kinky
but i prefer somethin emo
maybe like

• Tasting the fallen @hotmail.com
• Action Junkies @hotmail.com
• The Leftovers @hotmail.com
• Wasted Youth @hotmail.com
• Only Heaven Knows @hotmail.com

ny ideas

tag me

jus won sweetie
TWO ROUNDS IN POOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but then he gt mad
n thrash me 4 balls
but whose countin right ?
muahahahaa
i hit the lights again btw
DAMN U ARCHITECTURES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

worst still
couldnt reach one of e balls
so i jus wham myself on e table
n hit e balls face on
....regardless i still love bein short.....
it gives pple a hard time guessin your age

sunday party night was hot
more like a sec sch gatherin
but it was still cool
snuck into BRADDELL_WESTLAKE SEC
at 1 am
was there wif

1. runie
2. sean
3. lynard
4. lionel
5. john
6. fadhil

the crazy fat uncle

who always chase us away wif a tire iron

aint there anymore [YAY]

guess at his age retirement is the only way to go

poor fat bastard

stuff is jus fukin fucked up
like wat the fuck is happenin
like it was suppose to be like
a one chance thing
like its not everyday
your parents goes on a
friggin holiday leavin u at home
for 3 days
n i was suppose to hav fun
like gay fun

but its not happenin
shit starts the moment they leave
miny stuff jus pile up to irritate the hell out of me

the washin machine is spoiled
my 3rd toilet cant even flush
can opener spoiled
my switch fuse blew
bath pipes leakin
pple arent free
lost my keys
parent blanket smells of pee
keep steppin into mud when i go out
lost a button on my shirt
lynard's mangoes r leakin

all on the same day
FUCK

i'm stayin home all day
cleanin after my fuckup brother
wif his dumbass girlfriend
who keeps breakin all the plates in my house

i'm done
seriously done

oh yea like my dad said be4 he left
"oh there's cash in the drawer if u need it "
n YAY ITS not even there
so i'm left to starve
for e 3 days

worst still
i'm bein labelled now
like WTF
worse still its by the LABELLED pple
dun get wats so fun
bout spreadin bullying
jus cuz u were a victim once
uuurgh

i really really really
wanna lit this house on fire
n it'll be totally worth it i swear

goin ice skatin this fri
hopefully it'll change my mood


sorry 4 not updating
holidays r jus a killer
studyin all day
hangin out wit my sweet
shoppin
basically tats it......
sad typical s'porean life
...go figure....
promise i'll update often
when sch reopens

went wild wild wet yesterday
wit my jintong
n i love him
cuz he's such an auntie killer
everywhere he goes
aunties jus coooon up to him
pay for his dinner
chat wit him
offer him sweets
n try to tempt him to their houses
[although it nvr works....i think....]
ok nyways
we were suppose to pay like $13 to get in
n then some auntie offered
to giv us discounts
....
n then we each only had to pay $5
...
....
i love him
omg its so bloody cool man hahahahahaz
....
was jus tellin him tat we nvr ever
hav to worry bout bein hungry
cuz i'll jus hav to plant him
naked in e coffeeshop
for like 10 mins
n then we'll jus hav free buffet later
....
place wasnt tat crowded
aunties in bikinis
uncles in speedos
teenagers in b each attire
n naked kids runnin around

oh oh theres this new thing
ITS A FOAM PARTY
damn freakin fun
i felt like i was in a huge washin machine
sweetie had a prob not fallin down
poor thing
n then sudd the faNS STARTED BLOWIN
N WE ALL WERE COVERED by bubbles
now i knw how it feels like
to be a cotten candy


oh oh oh
my parents went off to
GENTING this mornin
AND I'M ALONE AT HOME TIL WED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg omg
its a dream come through
i'm so gonna party all night
n sleeep in dustbins in clemencau til mornin
so for starters
I HAVIN A HOUSE PARTY TONIGHT
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
runie suggested it
so i'm cool man
we're all gonna get drunk n sleep in e longkang.....AGAIN
muahahahaz
god tat was 2 yrs ago
swear i had seeweed stains in my hair somewhere

btw its international doughnuts day today pple
lets all FUDGE !!!