Reminiscing

kissin in the rain

Tuesday, October 30, 2007 | 1 comments

i am so gonna be screwed in like
5 min n 42 secs ? ....or less
cuz my parents found out bout me
skippin chem lessons
...n they're comin home.....crap...
ain't my fault...really
if u hav a stuck up teacher
who is 1 feet tall
n hav inverted boobs
u wouldnt wanna go for classes right ?
[she didnt wear a bra to class last time....n we were literally puking]

can't be bothered nymore
i'm happy....finally...
i'm a contented cow
feel like mooing in e middle of bishan park now hmmm...

hav great shagedelic frenz in sch [SEAINTZ]
hav a sweetie who lurves me [^---------------------^]
hav a great class full of chicks
[we're all promoted whohoooo 07B1 rox my grandma's socks]
hav 2 lovable unnamed hamsters
[the other 9 died...sadly...]
hav 2 beautiful but mentally challenged best pals
[runie n sean u guys bright up my life....]
n i hav great loyals frenz
[4E4 whohooo, plus kk, plus penpen , plus blah blah blah.....]

n i hav a job interview at ESPRIT tmr
hohoho
WAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO WEAR ?
i hav no fashion taste....zero...nada
ate steamboat wit J.T yesterday
sooooo i guess i'll hav trouble zippin my jeans...i'm fat...shoot me...

holidays hav started n i'm stillbored
wanna go kayaking...hmmm

i'm afraid
to be in your arms
becuz i dun wan u to let go
i'm afraid
to be kissed passionately
becuz it might not last
i'm afraid to look at u
becuz u might not look back
i'm afraid
...
because i love you
...

catch your wave

Friday, October 26, 2007 | 0 comments

like they said
"one full cup of ice cream makes the pain go away"

ok i made tat up

but it does make it feel better....for e moment

wanna be this thin

almost impossible i admit....but

i like dreamin...get over it....

mom n dad didnt talk to me today

figures....

bet they're out at e SPCA now signin me up for adoption

wit kids like me wit

lousy grades

rotten attitude

ugly features

pathetic lives...

i mean my promo results were B , B , C , S , S , S

i'm jus worthless

haiz...gonna get another cup of mocha almond chip ice cream

guess e other reason for their lack of interaction

was cuz they found out

bout me skippin sch yesterday

plus all e times i skip GP n chinese lessons

i swear i hate my chinese teacher to the core

F***IN CABBAGE-FACED SKANKY OLD WHORE

urgh

so yep dad was sayin he was gonna take my freedom back

n i was like

" nooooooooooo...i need tat...i'll die...seriously"

n then he kept quiet

while i bolted up e stairs be4 he

opened my result slip...

me n ain blowin OLD SCH bubbles at e SAC on wed while waitin for NANA 2 finish her hockey

so yea....skipped sch yesterday

took e train wit J.T to pasir ris

he took a pic of me snoozin...[-_-:] evil...

thk god i wasnt droolin

we met e gang at round 10

n eh...found out wild wild wet only opened at 1

....major guilt.....

i swear they would butt-slammed me if he wasnt there

i'm sorry u guys

so nyways ate at MAC, played arcade, played pool

love e tiny air hockey table at e ARCADE

cuz everytime we hit

e disk goes flying round e arcade haha

wild wild wet was gorgeous

we all suffered phy probs

we all puntured a lung frm

all e sreamin "uz we feel like it" scream

we all lost 1000 calories frm climbin all e stairs

to e rides...i swear we climbed 2 mt faber

it was fab....honestly...

was pretty upset bout some stuff

hate bein the middle-man

was torn into two

dunno wat to say or do

dun wanna seem two-faced

i love you both.....dun do this to me...

pls....

we parted at like7

jin tong dragged me to e RED HOUSE

[ eh for foreigners its a well-known haunted house in s'pore]

yep it has pass all e criterias pple

over-grown pastures

spooky too dark to be seen house

situated inemiddle of no where

n wat do u knw...two old stone headed lions out in the frnt

ta-dah presentin a typical haunted house

he wanted to climb over

butthen...2 pple sneakin in aint a gd idea...

we'll come again wit a bunch of pple yea ?

us clownin around aft bathin

i'm still here even though u can't see me

i've always cared

if u'd ask me hu i'm thinkin of i'd say it was u

if u'd asked me to stay by your side...i'd always do

"if only" u'd say....i'll say it would've come true.....

scars of the past

Tuesday, October 23, 2007 | 0 comments

i'm healing...
the scars of e past
are healing....
but its still visible...
lovin each day a little more
think its time to get off the dirty floor
cuz i'll never wanna run out the door
i'm healing....

but there's somethin so precious
tat i've lost ages ago
when i first came to M.I
....
my smile
...my real smile...
i've lost it....
been faking smiles so long
i dun even knw wat i truely look like when i'm happy
....i wanna be the past.....
wanna be 4E4 again
wanna live in a fool's dream foreva
....it still hurts where u left me.....

falling through an open wall

Monday, October 22, 2007 | 0 comments

i luv sch......i dun wan it to end [nooooooooooooooooooooooo]

was chillin at e back of e hall

in e mornin listenin to e

mellow sounds of nikki claudia lim

hanis bro was playin e drums

n some guy was playin e piano

sang 2 numbers

it ends tonight [emooooo]

n when u're gone [ i lurve tat song...it makes me pee ]

i'm kinda shagged so jus gonna round up all

e crazy retarded stuff

[1] e guy tat played e piano sudd jus picked up

hanis's bro walkin stick n then he was

flingin it around sayin HEY ITS COOL WAT IS IT ?

n then he dropped e stick aft we told him it was his walkin stick

haha hilarious

[2] died halfway while tryin to open my locker

tried e code 6 times n it couldnt work

was startin to cry n jus felt like kickin e door open

n then it jus magically opened....WOW

[3] we sat nex to AARON the HIV +ve dude

durin break whohooo

[p.s 4 those not in M.I AARON is some cardboard statue in a shape of a guy

its to promote better livin wit AIDS pple]

yep so we jus moved e cardboard to our table whohooooo

[4] played handicap P.E oooooooooo

yep all of us pretended to be.....em legless

so we were playin badminton while sittin....cool

n then sha accidentally wacked me wit e racket

oh yea there was blood [lips]

n now i look like some kid who jus gt bashed by his parents

[5] had fun bowling aft sch....my scores were

1st game = 73

2nd game = 122

god i suck...

oh yea sha gt her finger stuck in e ball haha

....em is it jus me or do i attract homos....

bunch of gays were bowlin to our left

can't help but look at their wrigglin butts as they

sashayed down e aisle

[6] choked on my burger

when ain suggested rebonding our pubic hairs

n then we braid them

n then we swing them around like tails....

ooooooooooooooook

[7] ain n sha created a song bout my love life

its the song "drop it on me" by ricky martin [e bon bon man]

but they changed e lyrics

soooooooooo

1st chorus : drop my jacket

drop my jacket

SCOLD SCOLD

2nd chorus : drop my love for

drop my love for

A POLE

3rd chorus : hold my hand hand

buy me earplugs

kiss my nose nose

Oi Oi

........................................

i feel like commiting suicide right now

my love life is so pathetic

it could be made into a song

kinda cute how they summarise 3 months of my

love life into choruses....haiz

saw u peepin at us again

did u hav somethin to say ?

for once i didnt hav to lie

i didnt hav to fake anymore smiles

i'm sorry

its true i've been clingy in e past

holdin on to things tat i can't obtain

i loved u....but it wasnt enough

since i couldnt be everythin u wanted

since i can't be pretty

....i jus forgot bout it....

i've moved on.....

no more regrets

no more tears

i've said what i've wanted to say be4

did u hav somethin to say ?

if u look into my eyes

u'll see tat i'm lookin right back

if u look into my soul

u'll see tat i really did cared

if u look into my heart

u'll know tat i'll always be there

do me good

Friday, October 19, 2007 | 0 comments

e scar i left him...hahaz i'm so sorry

e gurls frm e block

spendin e whole day at home today [yay]

cuz i can't hear a shit

my both ears are blocked now [crap]

its so bad tat i can't even hear the beep

sound when u tap ur ez-link card...

omg.....

so yep i'm havin my sweet tapioca wit milk [gt it at golden mile complex wheee]

while researchin on sign language

......hey a gurl hav to prepare for e worse right ?

do u knw tat e L sign

tat we usually do

for losers means

lemonade in sign language ?

...cooooool

woke up at bout 8 AM yesterday

to hav breakfast wit jintong at some

prata shop in clementi

was bloody shagged , pissed , lethagic n crappy

sorry i'm like tat when

i dun get enough sleep

but was on cloud nine aft

drinkin my banana smoothie [mmmmm muahahahhaahaa]

met e gang

at bout 1pm

at jurong swimming complex again

we were pretty upset bout some stuff

[1] e slides were closed again

WTH....they keep delayin e dates....

...slow fat uncle-like mechanics....haiz

[2] its bloody unfair...all skinny guys hav NATURAL ABS

they dun even hav ta work for it....assholes

e pool was crawlin wit stick insects like them....ewww

[3] our floats were stolen by some

fat aunt n her daughter...they thought it was free

uh huh...

[4] sha got into an arguement wit some skinny

useless piece of ah beng who doesnt hav any manners

cuz his dick is toooooooooooo small to be seen

he's so impatient....urgh he was like pushin our floats aside

while we were holdin them...like wth....cant u wait for like 2 secs ?

rushed at around 4.30

cuz of some "impt matter"

i'm shocked....pissed...happy....n then humiliated

found out my grandpa frm malaysia [my dad's dad]

came all e way here

jus to tell my dad tat

his mistress had jus given birth to a baby daughter

...HE'S A 70+ YEAR OLD DUDE

N HE HAS A BABY DAUGHTER

...HOW DID HE EVEN GET IT TO STAND.....

omg..

ate dinner wit J.T at golden mile complex haha

2nd time eatin steamboat alone wit a guy...hmm

hahaz he freaked out

when i showed him e supermarket above

yep they were sellin dried frogs, cockroaches n locusts

the thais hav weird tastes

went to beach rd to buy my flops

but didnt eventually

walked past some guy singin some hokkien song in his shop

thk god i can't hear [bless u lord]

went to orchard aftwards

reached home bout 11...haiz

sorry nana , ain , sha , nikki n J.T

i'm sorry for bein down yesterday

cuz e truth is i can't hear anythin

everytime i talk there're echoes in my head

n its irritatin....n i cant really hear u guys

so i feel shitty to keep askin u guys to repeat

even though i ain't pretty
even though i can't be everythin u asked for
n even though i might not be the one u wanna see tonight
jus rmb
i'm always here
n always will be
cuz seein u smile
....its truely a blessin...

i'm your angel undercover

Thursday, October 18, 2007 | 0 comments

jus gt back frm beach road
n i'm burned out...
i luuurve e stuff there
if u guys r lookin for urban stuff or shoes
get your butt down there
[its mostly for guys but who cares ?]
i mean guys r runnin round
carrying handbags n wearin skinny jeans
so y cant we adopt their stuff too ?
hmm still rmb e time i wore my ex's fav shirt out
[it was for revenge for somethin he did....]
...it went somethin like this : [on e phone]

he : where are u

me : out wit frenz near cine

he : is my shirt at ur home ?

me : nope....i'm wearin it

he : ......................

u knw i'll be mad right

me : yea i knw

he : wateva bye

hmm he was pretty pissed off

but he laughed his ass out when he

saw how ridiculous i looked [....haiz weird times]

had a hell of a good time 4 e past 3 days

it was e 1st time i enjoyed playin P.E in M.I

hahaz luv netball

crazy gurls runnin round screamin our heads off

thanx to AIN our tyco topscorer

we owned the other team 8-0 [whohoooooooooo]

man she rocks socks

watched resident evil wit jintong

everytime some scary scene appears

he'll squeeze me like a towel

it hurt so much tat i screamed out loud [ oh yea pple started lookin again...]

haiz....

watched balls of fury again jus now

wit my deaf right ear

yea....its blocked right now [thanz to swimmin yesterday]

so cant hear much

pple were literally screamin in my face

jus to get a message across [it was kinda fun...]

n i;m goin back to jurong to swim again tmr weeeeeeeeeeeee

so maybe i'll get e other ear block

so i wont hav to listen to miss eileen lim's borin chem class again [the shortie]

wheeeeeeee

saw my sec schmates today

oh god i miss them so much.....

u dun love me for me....

...is it true ? .....dun wanna thk bout it

stop puttin words in my head

.....its all a lie....

i'm hurtin like fuck

but yet i jus smile n pretend tat everythin's ok

it aint worth it...never was

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 | 0 comments

i'm losing it
i'm so close to the edge
i'm lookin down at a world of hate
jus feel so alone
crying on my bed again
nothin's changed...
it has always been e same
...
i hate myself so much
i'm always sayin
tat i wanna be a dancer
i wanna learn guitar
i wanna work wit frenz
i wanna buy this
i wanna do tat
but its all pipe dreams
all crap talk
i cant do A SHIT
....
feel so worthless
nothin but a gurl nex door
i'll nvr be special....
i'll nvr be someone else
why does it rain on pple who needs the sun most ?
....
i jus wish i was pretty
i jus wish u would turn around n look at me
...
if i died today
will it matter ?
i'm bleeding inside
but u dun care.....no one does
cutting myself so deep
tat it doesnt hurt anymore
...
if i died today
will u finally notice tat i cared ?
..........
i jus wish i was pretty

jus another day in my life gone wrong

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 | 1 comments

wat was i thkin ?
who doesnt long for someone to hold
who knws how to love u without bein told
who gets wat u're thkin without sayin a word
....
someone to be by your side when everythin hurts
....
wat was i thkin.....
...
it hurts
it really really hurts
but where are you.....

alone in a room full of pple

Monday, October 15, 2007 | 0 comments

back frm malaysia

n we're mortified

[aint ever goin back there again....for a day]

ok e drainage system sux

was flooded everwhere

dad was sayin[sarcastically] how lucky i was

tat we hav a car or else i'll drown

in this knee-depth water

............EVIL FATHER EVIL I SAY...........[i'm nt tat short]

bought hell lots of pirated disc ooooo

ever since my bro went off

to uni my dad had to find

a new source for porn

so yep thanx to him we bought a total

of 197 RM worth of disc [whooooohoooooooooo]

AND I'M GOIN TO DISNEYLAND YAAAAAAAAY

dad's bringin us to hongkong for hol

oh yeah ROCK ON DADDY

but max might nt be free

so i'll be alone....no offense but

i kinda pity single-child pple

wont it be bored bein alone ?

lke u cant team up wit ur other half to steal ur mom's purse

or hav someone cover ur back when u're

out slackin wit dudes ?

ate seafood again n then this

giant rat [i swear its HUGE...its a size of a kitten]

ran between my legs.....

[freaky....i skipped a heartbeat]

oh yea my dad raced home cuz

there's somethin wrong wit e car

so he parked behind this yellow car

tat was reversing

n then he jus langa my dad's car [it was jus a bump]

so they both got out

n started shoutin hokkien vulgarities

[didnt understand but i knew it was vulgarities cuz i saw my dad gav e finger]

...

aft few mins e driver started sayin sorry

n my dad accepted it....

tats when some idiot came out

of e car n started scoldin my dad

sayin he see no damages to the car....

tats when i gt pissed n got out of e car

he took a glance at me

n scurry back to e car

[oooooooo nice to knw i can be intimidatin at times]

e driver said sorry again

sayin tat his nephew [e loser] is drunk

cuz his girlfriend left him

so he's very kukoo now

...

THANK HEAVENS SHE LEFT HIM

bet she's havin e time of her life partying at hawaii right now

urgh sch's starts tmr

gonna bring my darlin bag tmr hohoho

all e best for promos pple

...lets all pray we'll be together...forever...

its digustin....its a total challange

i won't lose again...

start of somethin new

Sunday, October 14, 2007 | 0 comments

jus came back frm paradise weeeeeee
ok i'm damn bloody high right now
i wanna scream i wanna shout
i wanna run around e coconut tree n sing e national anthem
hahahaz
was screamin my lungs out in my room
my dad sudd burst in wit a frying pan

dad : wat happened ? where's e cockroach ?

me : I WANNA GO DISNEYLAND

...
n then he wack me wit e frying pan
so now i hav a greasy head ooooooooooo
went runnin wit nikki in e mornin
it was jus us n e stadium
damn bloody empty.....
[hmmm bishan pple r lazy...its a trend]
sudd gt this monstrous backache frm hell while runnin
dunno wats wrong
it still hurts now.....
guess didnt stretch enough no ?
nyways we ran like 6 rounds
n then we jus laid spread-eagled on e floor
wanted to like spend e night there
but then some fat uncle came in n then
we jus bolted to e market [ WE HAD BANANAS]
n then back home
n then we jus flew to VIVO wheee
...
was feelin damn high
cuz almost everystore we asked
we were able to get an application form
[mus has been ur sexy lips nikki]
was damn sadded for a while
cuz we got turned down by forever 21 n riverisland [my fav stores]
n e bag i wanted was M.I.A [screw u rich pple]
but oh well he made my day [^---------------^]
....
i seriously dun get producers...
was at this shop in metro [BLOODY NICE]
n like e guy's shirts were damn nice
[they're all loud n punkish like]
but e gurls were jus so plain
wit a small pathetic logo in frnt
wth
hmm maybe i shd be a guy ? [a balless one]
heard gay pple bind their balls....[holy crap]
...
met him aftwards at cityhall mmmm
n then he gav me e puma bag
i was dying for
OMG OMG OMG OMG AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'M F***in bloody super duper seriously very ......SPEECHLESS
omg i've bee wantin it for DYNASTIES
was bitin my lip to keep
frm screaming in his face
n runnin round e streetz
i wanted to cry
am jus so freakin happy
i cant stop grinin HOHOHO
treated him dinner
n then we walked to CATHAY
its bloody empty [s'poreans really hav no life]
walked to P.S
wanted to buy AMY WINEHOUSE"s CD
but guess i'd rather burn a cd
[dunno how to = duh bimbo]

hate my bro
cuz he's learnin acc in UNI
so he pushed all his homework to me
[....asshole.....]
speakin of his asshole
he's invited to do a SPECIAl guest performance at NJC
for some dance concert
this comin fri
nyone wanna go wit me ?
its 5 bucks

my bro doin a competition
a while back [gt 2nd place]

hmm gotta sleep early
runnin wit nikki again tmr
i hav to lose weight [do or die]
its a stupid reasonn
its a secret between me and nik hahaz

my heart's slowly aching
cuz i knw...it won't be easy
cuz i knw.....it wasn't meant to be

my tears dry on their own

Saturday, October 13, 2007 | 0 comments

my fav artist of e moment [bow.....]

love this vid its real wack

wana be jus like her

love her monster malicious hair=do

love her dramatic cleopatra makeup

love tat dress she's wearin

love her ridiculous cool tattoos

love her bloody thin but chesty figure

....darn i'm jealous....

shhh heart i'm breaking

Friday, October 12, 2007 | 0 comments

jus made a dirty promise

jus took a serious commitment

no matter wat happens

babe...we hav to endure

we hav each other's backs

....lets do this......

drama mama

Friday, October 12, 2007 | 1 comments

back frm geylang

n i'm feelin FA-BU-LOUS

feelin damn high n hyper

i feel like i wanna go bungee jumpin

wanna go on a wild rollercoaster ride

wanna go runnin a full marathon

wanna make LURRRRVEEEEEEE [oooo...where's my nana]

sch is endin

SO MUCH DRAMA [GOOD DRAMA]

SO MUCH FUN
SO MUCH ANXIETY

I LOVE SCHOOL

haha e saeintz's gonna hav tons of drama on tues

when sch reopens

nikki's gonna face her heart's desire

sha gonna face pretty/ugly drama [U GO GURL I LUV U I"LL ALWAYS HAV UR BACK]

i'm gonna hav a little drama on my own

hahaz n i'm lookin forward to it....

gonna face him[1] tmr n act like nothin's wrong

n then aft sch i'm gonna meet him[2]

n i'm gonna lash out at him

...i'll make him regret

wat he did to me 2 months ago

....

hmm jus had a looooong girl talk wit nikki

n i'm still feelin hyper

guess i'll ton tonight WHOHOOOO

i'm so lucky to hav u guys

u guys hav supported me through everythin

i dun wan this to end

i love you all......SAEINTZ

i've said wat i wanted to say

sch's endin

no more lies

no more secrets left untold

its either u take it or leave it

not gonna be the past

not gonna cry n regret wat i did or didnt do

if u're nt true

then i'll jus move along

...nt goin to be pathetic no more

cuz i wanna be me...

screaming for agony

Thursday, October 11, 2007 | 0 comments

had a bad day in sch
[its always retarded but today was gloomy]
skipped accounts
skipped 3/4 lesson of GP
skipped 1 lesson of chem
skipped 2 lessons of mgt
n skipped e crystal growin briefin [gonna get screwed tmr]

we were literally pourin nutella all over the O hub [mmmmchocolate]
for lunch today we had
nutella wit biscuit
nutella wit kaya toast
nutella wit butter toast
nutella wit fingers
n nutella off a knife [mmm lick lick lick]
thanz to our forgetfulness
nikki's goin home wit a free knife frm e canteen [CONGRATS]
haha luv slackin round there [its quiet n airy]

can feel e love atmosphere rising in e air
honestly everyone [includin me...whohooo]
hav some love dilemma now
n we're scared [i'm scared too]
cuz sch is endin in 2 weeks
n we still have nt settle e probs
...
i'm afraid babe...if i say yes its gonna be a disaster.....but if i object..i'm gonna miss a disaster
.....
had been thkin a lot bout e past in M.I
so much drama so much misunderstandings so much hurt so much joy
...
used to be i always beat up myself bout it
cryin at night bein emo in e mornin
but now i jus smile n laugh bout it
god i'm so immature.....
...
i've already forgiven and forgot bout everythin..all i ask is tat we start anew...
...
was runnin away frm my chinese teacher [E TYRANT]
n then i hit n
smack right into a guy
we would've clash head on but i'm way to short...[thk u my maker]
damn paiseh la
he had tat "i've jus got hit by a cow" very pained expression
on his face....
so sorry
whoever u are....

ate at swensen's aft sch wit sha and him
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....[swoonin in progress]
felt awkward feedin sha [ normally we do it wit e saeintz]
cuz he was sittin there
hahaz he was damn shagged la
startin to believe games r real addictive to guys [god save them all]
they can play 24hrs
without feelin bored
...i'll jus shut off n sleep aft 2 hrs...
i'm a shopaholic.....not a game-a-holic...
i dun get wats so fun bout a green italian uncle jumpin on toadstools .....[mario]

jus bought an addidas deodorant for men FOR ME
hahahz jus luv e smell hohoho
i'm sniffin myself n it smells good......oooooo

hmmm hav to skip sch tmr...[do or die]
if i'm gonna endure another painful lesson of chinese
i'm gonna go LOCCO [trans: spanish word for crazy]

9 sch days left

time is runnin out

i'm still waitin for tat final moment

u say the words tat i can't say

.....

Wednesday, October 10, 2007 | 0 comments

~avatars obsession~

damn freakin shagged now [super]

so jus gonna round up

e retarded events today

sch was disappointin

spent e whole assembly on my toes

jus to seek out my eyecandy but to no success

..gave up all e hope in cosmos

til i caught a glimpse of him when he left sch

....darn....

she wasnt in sch too

he wasnt in sch too

...

he[2] was in sch

but e first thing i notice....was his legs....

....ITS NOT MY FAULT HE HAS NICE LEGS....[fyi i'm.....not a perv....yea....]

e activities were boring

slept openmouth in e centre stage

if they cut of e lights i thk i would've snored

nana new contacts r bloody nice

oooooooo....its called moonlight

very attractive....[hands off she's e seintz haha]

ate at MR TEH TARIK coffee shop aft sch

n it was superdeificilious [recommended by ain]

jus tat.....e roti prata man

kept starin at sha [bollywood star]

and nana while they were eatin

....he was givin tat

"hey come here i wanna pour honey n lick u all over" stare

seriously.....

n then when nana paid

he was like biting his lips [bloody scary]

sha was wantin to get e hell out of e place

nikki wanted to pick a fight [ooooooo]

i was jus sittin there eatin

my banana prata and banana smoothie

[ooooo i jus luuurve bananas....]

when we left

he sat at e table outside e coffeeshop

n watched us walk all e way to e busstop

i swear on e bus i kept lookin back

to see whether he was chasin behind...

us at boon lay library [ain's storytellin]

sorry dunno why its upside down....

oh yea lynard's comin to MI whohooooo

finally a clasmate joinin me....

miss seein him run [he's a runnin demon...freaky]

hmm miss seein him play volleyball n rugby tooo......darn

haha see ya nex year pal......

my eye is twitchin again....somethin bad is gonna happen tmr

wat i love u cant accept

wat i hate u cant agree

wat i crave u cant afford

wat we are.....u cant change

......[ps i love you]

your heaven is a lie

Tuesday, October 09, 2007 | 0 comments

me strummin e guitar at nikki's

ok back frm a glorious date wit my
little shagedelic crazy emo but lovable......nikki
brahahaha [she's gonna skin me for tat]
finally got to bugis street
aft e long week of anticipation [whohooooo]
bought a pair of black jeans [FINALLY...TWO THUMBS UP]
n two ed hardy shirts
OH YEAH I FINAALY SHOPPED
OH YEAH I FINALLY GOT MY JEANS
OH YEAH I"M BROKE AGAIN whohoooo

so all tats left of me to buy is
[1] 69 bucks riverisland clutch bag [...i still cant buy it]
[2] 49.90 bucks billabong brown leather shoulder bag [small]
[3] 79 bucks puma black leather bag [for sch]
[4] 49.90 white leather belt frm ESPRIT
[5] 79.90 bucks shoes frm pull and bear [sch shoes]
...
...
ok is it jus me or am i jus crazy bout leather stuff
hmmm went all over to find a job wit nikki
got turned down by ROXY
got turned down by ESPRIT
got turned down by BILLABONG
''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' ACCESORIES
wth
its nt even the holidays n there're no job vacancies
screw u poly pple......
dang....goin to e job interview at vivo tmr
but first...its back to sch HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORAYYYYYY
i'm hyperventilatin again
HOHOHOHOHOHO
omg omg.....cant wait to see everyone
WANNA SEE HIM AND HIM AND HIM AND HER TMR
[hehe.....secret....i'm scouting tmr...weeee]

he said he like my style
i said i like his lips
he took my hand in his hand
and he told me this...