date fantastica no ?
Friday, September 28, 2007 | 0 comments

hmmm e date was ok
wasnt really really a date date
but its s'pore who cares ?
love here is like......kissing leads to humping leads to strips turnin +ve leads to marriage
amen...
we watched balls of fury
N I LOVE IT
its bloody freakin old school humour
but its kinda rush though [luv maggie Q she is bloody hot]
e guy behind was laughin like there's no tmr
gurls infront were mutated re-born cheetahs
[they scare e beezejus outta me wit their screechin]
n i love it
haha better than those silent movie goers....
mmmm dun mind watchin again

be4 tat he dragged me n my size of brazil ass
to play pool [omg bless my soul]
was reluctant at 1st [hugged e fern-liked tree thing nex to e lift for like 30 secs]
but gav in aftwards [darn...]
ok so he taught me how ta play
but in my mind i was only conc on how to not hit the god damn lights above
n whoever said pool is for everyone
can burn in the 7th gate of hell
cuz i cant reach for most of e balls
its like tryin to swim frm argentina to costa rica

used up all my energy reachin for a ball
i jus laid there on e pool table [spread-eagled]
n he was pokin me like a hamster wit e poolstick askin whether i was dead
hmm found out pool has a lotta do wit physics
hell i shd bring a protractor nex time

we studied at e library aftwards
i was e only idiot sittin wit e beanbag on top of me [its cold cant help it]
he was sweet...in a way
he thought i liked purple
so he wore this purple shirt out
LOL i'm speechless
but he was damn nice today
so yea....

i told him tat actually for quite some time now
i was thinkin of patchin things up wit tian shui
cuz i thk its bout time to clear e misunderstandings
n giv each another another chance to be frenz again
but i dun knw
....dun even knw how ta begin
so yea....lets jus leave it alone for now

we were talkin bout him again [i can see tat he's hurtin...sorry]
turns out....i still thk bout him
i knw u're prob forgot everythin bout us
but i haven't
n its not fair
dis is seriously e 1st time i'm so upbeat bout a guy
normally i'll be cool bout it aft a week
but i dun knw....jus cant 4get it totally [urgh]
its like i can migrate to the pocconos , work as a bartender n change my name to KIKO
but i'll still thk bout him [bizarre]
hmmmm
giv me a week......
this better stop within this week or i'm sueing myself

watch dis dudettes its freakin funny

ok rmb mommies
lesson number 1 : dun be a slut wash ur butt [dedorize , perfumerize , sanitize ]
lesson number 2 : there is no screws to be loose
lesson number 3 : kissing leads to humping like farting leads to pooping
lesson number 4 : if u didnt get yours he didnt do his chores

hahaz jus luv mad tv


gimme gimme gimme
Thursday, September 27, 2007 | 0 comments

gimme gimme more

its christmas people

jus only miles away whohooo

i wanna wanna wanna

i wanna wanna ziggy ziggy ziggy ziggy zig ah [ooo spice gurls haha]

hahaz


things i'm cravin for right now

[1] URBAN T-SHIRTS N BLACK JEANS



[its time to express n be indie for indie ]


[2] i need more PUMPS I"M in love .....in need of a sugar daddy


Christian Louboutin clichy pumps [SWOONIN IN PROGRESS]
its neat yet classy...ITS SEXY PPL YAY
[3] i needa add more perfumes to my collection [yes i collect them go figure]



this is anna sui by anna sui [LOL WEIRD ISNT IT]

This fine fragrance contains bergamot, jasmine, fresh and is accented with powder, rose and sandalwood making Anna Sui perfect for formal use.

wanna add it in to my collection [HINT PPLE]


hmmm cant thk of nythin i really wan....

cuz i gt it all....for now

i'm a contented brown cow LOL


i can feel him hurtin

i'm so sorry but

i cant help but feel its jus a crush or puppy love

a type of love tat only lasts til e lights go out

....if u're true....show me....

dun say how much u can do...dun say wat u can afford to do

PROVE IT DUN SPIT IT

cuz i dun wanna waste my time again on someone
hu says but aint got it all a.k.a pointless
peace out









confession
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 | 0 comments

i knew all along tat u had feelings for me
i hid it within me for so long
we kept it a secret
pretended all day long
lookin like bimbos [gawk we're actresses]
but ur confession today
really caught me off-guard
u said u would treat me better
i bet u would
u said u would always be there for me
its believable
but it aint e issue

i'm filled to the brim
i cant take it anymore
depression is takin over me
i cant do this no more
i'm faking smiles.....i lost everythin
it hurts
it still hurts
u asked whether i still love him
no i dun
but i cant forget the pain.....
i'm badly scarred....u dun knw how it feels like
to be played....to be misunderstood....to be cryin all night while he sleeps peacefully
u dun knw how it would've been like
for him to look through u while u're standin there hurtin

i cant afford to feel tat way again
i'm scared
so pls stop askin for an answer
pls stop sayin how u're right for me
cuz i dun wanna thk bout it
....i still need time....
....eventually i'll say it....but not now.......as it still hurts

but u're jus unbelievable
cant believe u did tat to me
i'm outraged
wat the fuck do u thk u're doin ?
I"M NOT YOUR PROPERTY
u cant jus do wat u wan
did u hav to do tat ?
i'm hurtin so bad
why did u hav to make it worse....

...n i jus cried on e way home
i jus feel so shitty
sorry
i knw it aint a big issue.....
but i'm feeling so shitty now
i jus cant take it no more
i'm sick of life
i'm sick of living
sick of everythin.................


sounds of a panickin heart
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 | 0 comments

screwed up management
screwed up chinese
was sniffin my indie stars jacket throughout e exams
[sprayed wit anna sui's secret dream perfume]
mmmm
was stonin durin chinese exam
couldnt concentrate
cuz at 11.00 i can see an idiot
at 2.00 i can see another idiot [haha]
at 4.00 i saw my eye-candy [HAIZ.....HIS EYES....I'm SWOONIN HAIZ]

hanged out wit him again aft sch
he's fuckin popular la
everywhere he turns he ack pple
.......[he can be a pimp.....haha]
everyone thought we were a couple [........no comments]
haiz i'm afraid
maths paper tmr

em last week we were bored....so we decided to take a pontianak video in sch
yes i knw.....damn random....so here they are....enjoy pple

PERFECTED VIDEO

blooper [1]

my reaction was 5 secs slow......i was debatin whether to cry or laugh

blooper [2]

hahaz no comments

u're so good to me but sorry i cant change

u knw its funny....i had this thought tat if i had to choose....it would've been u



u make me feel brand new
Monday, September 24, 2007 | 0 comments

finally i learnt new malay words [YESSSSSA]


[1] bulu = fur

[2] bubur = porridge

SO ITS BUBUR BULU YAY

was damn shagged in sch

chatted wit him til 12 am last night

mmmmhmmm

met him again for breakfast

mm 1st time eatin mee in e wee eeee mornin

eww i hate onions [push to e left corner]

fishballs in e way [push to e right corner]

the mee was irritatin [pushed away]

ok......there is now a complete hole in e middle

he was laughin la [MORON]

couldnt finish [WATS NEW ?]

so he ate it all

n then he got bloated

so had to literally drag his bony behind to sch [was almost late....dang]

was bloody cold in e hall

i swear my limbs were frozen

n i was using telepathy to write down my stuff

his wake up sweets weren't workin

so i jus slept open-mouthed durin e paper

n i thk a litle droolin was involved [mmm]

overall e paper suck

like wat the hell is NUANCED [sounds like a kway]

ant* was laughin at my hair again

DAMN YOU MAN [but he gav me hairstylin tips ltr on hahaz i'll try it thanx]

totally hate my hair urgh [ i swear the shop will burn to cosmos]

was still embarassed bout wat happened

[1]nana : is your friend's father restaurant halal ?

me : ya of couse my friend is halal

[everyone in cold storage turned n stared.......oooook]

[2] me : are condoms halal ?

[everyone turned n stared again]

[3] last night i was practicin this reggae move called booty pop

its a popular dance move at clubs involvin ur butt

[...ok my brains are showin...too much theory]

n then my mom jus waltz in

.................fuckin embarassin......she was laughin like hell.....darn u mom

[4] me : thanx for listenin to my whining

gina : wats a bestie for sweetie ?

me : honestly if u were a guy i'll love u

....[pause]....did i jus say tat ?

gina : ya u did jus say tat

me : holy crap
i am officially a certified bimbotic freak

mmmm busy week

hav to burn e midnight oil [exams stink]

nikki's finally confessin [U GO GIRL , U DO UR THING]

so i'm plannin e after party

gonna hold a gurls night out at e beach n then we'll all get wasted

mmm

n OMG i hav to prepare for THURS

goin out wit him

n he said its a date....HOLY HOLY HOLY CRAP



HYPERVENTILATIN IN MY HAMSTERS CAGE*

my style is changin again....since i cut into this retarded hairstyle , i'm startin to worship indie fashion again......luv INDIE it got attitude written all over



i told ain i was worried bout thurs...so she made up this song to....erm help me make a choice

ok i hav to admit.....music now is....lets jus say.....its art now

its all bout beats n catchy tunes......tats y i prefer old songs ya knw.....those were the songs tat

really made u feel good......tat really touches ur soul....seriously hahaz

so every post i'm gonna make i'll add a little soul to it

check this one out

i'm a bitch by Meredith Brooks [my personal fav]

i hav to pretend for now......i dun care if its not fair

cuz i wan it all



lantern festival
Saturday, September 22, 2007 | 0 comments




look ma no eyes



didnt sleep e whole night
was awake n pranching around my room
cant sleep [coffee does wonders]
real shagged n high right now
so jus gonna make it clear cut [oooooo]

went to celebrate lantern festival wit runie n seanni

was wearin this gorgeous loud top i jus bought [IMPULSE]

i jus went up to e stall

took e shirt
gav her e cash n sashayed off [didnt even bother checkin it....]

was wearin black leggings wit it

along wit retro ear studs [its bling pple not gold hahaz]

so only thing missin was an electric guitar or a leather whip [kinky]



was supposed to go chinese gardens [it nvr goes as planned we're typical softies]

but....we gt lazy

so shopped at woodlands n crashed at sean's place

god i stole again

sean was screamin at us for bein bad hamsters yada yada yada.....

so we took a moment to grief

[stared at our little toes for like 5 secs]

ok we're done.....movin on hahaz


ok literally i was starin at my phone for like forever
runie : so he hasnt contact u ?

me : nope [stare at phone]

4.15 - still starin at phone

4.50 - played at e arcade [bowling n tat crabby game whohooo]

4.55 - stare at phone

5.20 - bought food n stuff

5.25 - stare at phone.....................RING U IDIOT



haiz......wat in sons n daughters am i doing ?

did e lantern walk thing round e park

ok so there was this tiny hill [its more like a peak but hey welcome to s'pore]

everytime u go up there's this round a bout then u go up again
.....

so everytime we hit e round a bout

we started dancing round it

ZOMG it was fabulous [we did e conga , booty pop , hokey pokey , reggae , yada yada yada]

sean was shy....i'm so obsessed wit reggae.....i'm a ja-fake-can

hahahaz luv bein absolutely out of control

aft tat went back to his house

drank absolute wit sprite [its called celebratin the arrival of doom - promos]

had two shots

n i'm feelin warm n fuzzy now hick*

are u ignorin me ? i'm clueless giv me a hint u dumbass




food poisonin
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 | 0 comments

was dying literally
....was vomitting n havin diarrhoea e whole night
i'm serious...its tat bad
i couldnt sleep at all
so was practically
wakin everyone up wit my whinin
n i was doin e italian thing
wavin my hands around demanding i get
sent to a doctor [period]
had this adominal pain too
couldnt even stand up
or walk properly
so was cryin , moanin n screamin all e way
to e gay doctor at braddell [i luv him....he's so feminine]
HAD A JAB IN MY BUTT [OWW]
found out i had e mother of all food poisonin
had fever
plus vomittin
plus diarrhoea
plus adominal pain
plus insanity
..
dad was bein weird
everytime i vomitted he would come over n ask
dad :wats tat ? [point]
me : em rice n cabbage......[i dun wanna knw wats a red seed doin there]
me : mom shd do more cookin....so no more food poisonin
dad jus stares at his toes
[cant blame him mom was nvr good at givin in]
so i'm at home
i cant eat anythin or drink milk
n i'm bored
...
haiz gues i'll go study for once

it all started out like this
it was late in aug
late afternoon
u were there
it was the moment i saw u cry
i wanted to hold u
i wanted to make it go away
i wanted to make u smile
...
but sudd lately i've been thinkin of nothin but u
hopin u were thkin bout me
do you feel e same ?
......were u jus jokin or...do u mean somethin...
so confused....wat am i to do ?


dutty wine
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 | 0 comments

skipped sch today
mmmm jus had to do it
cant study in sch [seriously]
so studied alone at woodlands library
frm 10 am til 3 pm
n i dint lift my booty frm tat seat
for e whole freakin 5 HOURS
except once
...
i swear i'm nt puttin my pinky in there nymore
every GODDAMN 5 MINs
e librarians will jus do their routine thingy
u cant leave ur seat
cuz they say "pls do not choke seats or leave ur belongings unattended"
HOW THE HELL THEY EXPECT PPLE TO PEE ?
u thk we bring pee containers ?
like wth
....
if u leave ur seats they'll stick notes on ur tables
as warnings
even worse
u cant sleep or PRETEND TO SLEEP
was lyin chin down on e table readin GP
n then e fat=assed librarian
jus came n poked me in the stomach wit a pen
like WTH
THRICE I TELL U THRICE I"M NOT EVEN SLEEPIN
U BLUBBER BUTT STINKY SLUT FACE
urgh....srry jus damn angry...period
i mean i felt like a hamster down there
bein poked all around
met e gang at mac
reached home at like 8 {EARLY YAY FOR ONCE MAN THANK GOD]


soccerbabes
Monday, September 17, 2007 | 0 comments

bad day in sch
hav so much to worry bout
so little time
jus shoot me.....[it'll feel better i hope]

was chillin at e stadium be4 assembly
looked to e right saw an idiot
so did a 180
n locked eyes wit my eyecandy
[omg omg omg]
he didnt show ny expressions
but deep down i'm guessin he's thinkin wat in cosmos did i do to my hair
...n then he sat nex to me
i swear i forgot how to breathe for like15 min
jus luv his eyes [....swoonin]

mr ivan lim [wateva u spell it]
was sayin how we MILLENIA WHORES* shd start bein study virgins
like queen elizabeth 1
so ok
i cut my retarded hair
so criteria 1 acheived
criteria 2
we're supposed to giv up our distractions

ok......i can do w/o shoppin n
stop thkin of my eyecandies
restrictin to 1 doughnut per week is also possible i guess
[ i feel like cryin now]

I LUV SOCCER WHOHOOOOOOOOOO
played durin P.E and it was awesome DUDETTES
ok e ball flew to everypossible direction
but it was fun
poor ain got deflated....[our volunteerin of a massagin session was declined though]

but pple were jus cranky today

he[1] was havin moodswings again
tao me twice like wtf
seriously its gettin annoyin...wateva nt e 1st time nyway jus gonna ignore it

she[1] was bein bizarre
i dun get wats she's thkin....but its nt my place to ask so yea....its ok

he[2] was bein mysterious
saw him walkin down , we waved
but he was gone a min aft [darn....wanted to talk to him.....haiz]

he [3]................urgh dun start
....been avoidin him ever since
n it was goin well
but bumped into him jus now
started blurting out
"pls dun make me rmb . pls dum make me rmb"
n i jus ran down e stairs
...........
i'm nt good at pretendin [never was]
maybe def nex year we will be back to normal
but for now
i'm not gonna pretend its ok
so pls...
lets jus keep avoidin each another
cuz i dun wanna rmb

maybe if tat night i didnt giv in...things would hav been better i guess
....sorry has been said so many times tat i not sure if it matters.....


happy food
Saturday, September 15, 2007 | 0 comments

couldnt study at all
seems like e study fairy is asleep
she's suppose to sprinkle study dust on me [n then i'll be flippin like a maniac]
so i decided to chill at ryan's place

ok so here's the dig bout parents
never say nothin
mom : where are u goin ?
me : i'm out to a friend's house to study
[she keeps starin...becomin suspicious]
me : ya i hav this maths problem its called vectors, u knw the one wit the arrow signs
n then we hav to discuss p.o.a cuz there's a test comin up and....blah blah blah
mom : ok dun be back late
.....
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED

stared at my reflection in e mirror [looked up at my hair]
me : I HATE YOU

strode to ryan's house head down
really dun wanna end up on the 9 o clock news
"and now headlines , a young teenager wif shocking retarded hair tat stopped traffic"
urgh

ryan's mom opened e door
she : omg wat happened to you
me : played wit a flamethrower

ryan appeared
stared at me n then his eyes slid to my hair
he gav me tat shocked expression
i gav him the finger

talked bout everythin played wit anythin n gossiped bout everythin
i was bein pathetic again
we were talkin bout life
me : i'm broke i cant study and i cant do anythin right , life sux
[a tear rolled down]
ryan : shit i hate when pple cry [shove a plate of doughnuts in my face n left e room]

so ate a doughnut
cry like hell
ate two more doughnutz
here's e thing i luv ryan's place cuz its a food haven [u can never go wrong wit doughnutz]
ryan : are u done ? i sigged red wine frm my mom
figured u needed happy food
me : its either tat or i'll shoot myself in the foot

so we had a depression night
n i feel much better now
until i saw somethin
.......................
[hyperventilatin in e shoe box]
wats happenin ?

omg omg omg omg omg

dun mess wit imperfection


free like a bird, locked in a cage
Friday, September 14, 2007 | 0 comments

hahaz sounds ironic huh.....
sch was crap [as always]
was practically tryin to be transparent
cuz of my retarded hair
i'm burnin e shop i swear
nyways me n nikki gonna stick flyers round
wit e shop's pic n cations like "NEVER CUT UR HAIR HERE"
we're already gt e pics
workin on e words now

skipped assembly
so we were 3 ducklings
sittin jap style
on e toilet seats in e cubicles hahahaz
kinda fun thou

bitchin bout her to her frenz is bad enough
doin it to a teacher is worse
dun knw wat really happened
but a confrontation is really necessary

but e thing tat brightened up
my shit hole day was jin tong and sha hahahahaha
really a cute couple
went to coffee bean
spended half an hour
contemplatin which were our drinks [we gt them mixed up]
in e end sha gt his drink n he gt hers so they switched back [INDIRECT KISS WOHOOO]

followed them to orchard
to get his bush cut [head bush pple head bush]
i was practically drivin him insane haha
cuz i kept stumbling n bangin into him [i jus cant walk...i'm used to crawlin haha]
n then he bangs into pple
hahaz


he tested my chinese la [idiot he knws i suck at it]
he : wats eyelash in chinese?
me : dunno
He: wats eyebrows in chinese
me : mei mao [yesssa]
he : clever...wats discman in chinese ?
me : di=si=man ?
he : its called shui shi somethin [forget wat is e word he said]
me : ........why discman is called water ?
[he flipped out haha]

hmmm but we established out a fact
tat even though we're both mentally retarded
we hav one thing in common
... WE HATE CRUMPLER
ahahahaahaaz
and u owe us dinner u poop


sha no matter wat happens trust yourself
trust ur frenz cuz we're always be here for u
no matter wat

thank you...obviously u wanted to cheer her up
by actin retarded so as to make her feel better
but in addition u also cheered me up
thanz although we jus met but thanz anyway
u're a great guy
so be patient yea ? hahaha


fuck
Thursday, September 13, 2007 | 0 comments

bloody bad day....
jus so fucked up.....
went to sch for like 1 period only
signed out at 9.45 AM
met sha at mac
chilled til 12
n i look like hell
my left eye is swollen
eye bags
hair frm hell
....
made e I.C today
had to take e pic
wit crazy self
n if tat wasnt bad
i had my hair trimmed by
some fucked up auntie
tat gave me a fucked up hair cut
n now i look like some fucked up BUTCH
....
i'm jus pissed off...period
nt attendin sch tmr....
or heck i'm jus gonna self study at home
til promos
fuck...


listenin to a heart tat has no beat
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 | 0 comments

ok made tat up when i was
studyin wit nik at yishun
[god tat place is jus soooo freaky jus can't put my finger on it ]
got caught for skippin GP
urgh
...n it was worth e ticket
seriously
when mrs tan asked : was it worth it to skip her lessons ?
i was like...ya...
cant believe it
hav detention this fri
so cant stalk sha when she goes on her date wit J.T
damn......
was thkin of doin a little bonnie and clyde thin wit nikki tat day
both wearin totally matchin black wit shades tat makes us look like a freakin bug

was real retarded
nana : u did ur notes for chem mock exam alr ?
me : WWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTT
holy crap
thought e test was on thurs......
was plannin to pretend to fall sick
skip e test
n force my mum to write a sob story
...maybe i was like down wit dengue n i couldnt eat or sleep
kept hearin e buzz noice in my head
pictures of mosquitoes flashin through my mind
while i screamed out in agony
....."curtain call"......

went for it nyway
n i answered 4 questions out of e whole paper
basically e whole class did tat too
wif e exceptions frm those who copied frm e notes hidden under e desks
aint our fault
we're jus clueless

ate at burger king aft sch
mmmmm I LUV MUSHROOM...mmmm
N STRUDELS
saw this booth at westmall
n they had this strawberry strudel shaped in a heart
[be still my heart]
its real sweet if a guy buys u tat but...back to reality....aint gonna happen
was bored
so we mixed e ice wit chilli sauce on e tray
[cleanin lady approaches]
all : SHIT
started hidin e mess wit all e rubbish
threw everythin we had [wrappers,napkins,boxes.....]
n then we gt so hyped up
tat nora threw in her hp as well
hahahahaz

met gina n e gurls for supper
luv her top
she got it at madison ave [new york]
tat place is so chic it makes
far east look like cash converters
...n then he walked past
...of all places...he was there.....
n HE WAS GORGEOUS
he was wearin this black top and rusted jeans tat shows off all his goods
was tryin to advert my eyes frm his perfect bod
n then he turned and saw me
[walked over]
he has a sexy walk....
omg
omg
omg

he : hey
me : hey wat u're doin here
he : slackin bored indoors
[long pause]
[omg he had colonge......omg he smells like heaven]
he : so wats up wit schh
[awkward pause...i was jus mesmerized by his colonge]
me : nah nothin much
[he was waitin for me to say somethin i too was waitin for him to say somethin]
[gina's friend's eyes were startin to wander round his goods]
he : so i'll see u around ?
me : yea sure
[he walks away]
me : i want to die
gina : maybe u are dead.....imagine him in a blazer wif colonge
all of us - [head dropped at an angle,mouth wide open.....n i guess i was droolin]

i'm such a wheeze
i'm open to everyone
even to strangers
but when i'm wit my crush or jus someone hot
i'm jus.......transparent
i'll start stutterin
i sudd become tongue tied
i'll become........quiet [which is freakin scary trust me]
n then at e end of e day i'll start hatin myself for bein a pussy
n then spend hours dreamin bout him

u're not here but its ok


tangled in a dream u cant remember
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 | 0 comments

ok the title is lame
spent 2 periods of chinese to made tat up [AMAZING]
chinese class is so humiliatin
i'll take ny excuse i can thk of not to go
i suck at it
everytime its e same
enter e room
greet LAO SI ZHAO
n its downhill frm there
each time she calls me i stammer out some
totally wrong answer tat is no where near wats she's askin
n then she ignores me
n ask someone else
which is pretty much a relief for e whole class
.....
nothin went as planned
sha didnt come sch
he also didnt come sch [DARN]
kept bumpin into him but we had lame conversations which are better off nt repeatin
actually
its nt we keep bumpin into each another
for e past month i've been so
engrossed in..."other" issues
tat his presence seems....uninterestin.....ooooooooooo
oh well
at least i managed to not see his face today
..dunno y i'm tryin so hard to avoid him
but ironically
he's avoidin me too
so we're like
doin e bangla dance round e campus
hahaz
we're so retarded {yay}

meeti nik now for studies
POA STINKS
i'm lookin at mr frank wood now
n he has no idea how to enlighten me
..

thank you....i noticed it...i thk its best for us....for now


delirious
Monday, September 10, 2007 | 0 comments

I LUV SCH.......breaktimes
OMG OMG OMG
hahahahahaha
thou is contented today
been readin lots of shak stuff so yea i'm cranky]
HSM 2 SUXXXX
everytime VANESSa ANne hudgens appear

all we can thk of
is tat foul-diseased carrying little whore
haha kidd
whoever leek e photo is an asshole seriously
honestly e movie would've died
if it wasnt for sharpay [PARIS HILTON WANNABE]
drank last night
if we werent takin e mrt home
i would've filter tat volume flask thingy [looks like urine]
i'm a goner when i drink
1 bottle n i'll be
singin CHA CHAM BO in spanish
....
sch was a drag
but....
aww man
kept bumpin into him hahaha

nice new shoes...
MY HEAD IS NOT A LAMP POST SO STOP HITTIN IT
ahhhhhhhh.....i'm really glad its back to normal....
mmm

sha n jin tong gettin it on tmr
[i'm stalkin YESSSSA]
sch is so interestin
cant wait to seee him again tmr haha

[i'll slap u to pluto if u hit me again haha]
cant wait to see jin tong tooooooooo
haha perfect couple perfect couple
sha n J.T
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
[^----------------------------------------------^]
luv high sch drama

....
....
had 3 red bulls in e past 15 mins
so i'm positive now
positive
positive
positive
....
excuse se muar bitch
who the hell do u thk u are
e only reason y we were there
was cuz ur bestie wanted us too
n u called her ur DOG WHO FOLLOWS ORDERS
U DUN CALL UR BESTIE A DOG
U FUCKIN RETARDED PIMPLE PLASTERED FACE WIT NO NOSE SHIT
so yea
i like havin a grp outing
yes i love holdin hands and runnin round e campfire
its cuz i CARE
i care wat pple thinks
I CARE , LIKE A CAR WIT AN E
n pls sweetie if u wan mints i hav them
cuz u smell like u're jus inhaled a durian tree
if u were nicer
i would've even volunteer to clean the TOILET OUT OF U
i dun care
u wanna bitch bout us go ahead
your life your rules
but she has done a fuckin whole lot of crap FOR U
N THE LEAST U CAN DO IS SHOW SOME RESPECT
AMEN




i'm in love
Saturday, September 08, 2007 | 0 comments

i'm so in love right now
wit river island hahahaha
i jus love e shop
was standin outside at raffles city
saw e shop n went OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
[ i almost cried]
hahaz
its the best urban shop in town
its really DA BOMB
n e damage is also one
but hey beauty pays
STICK UP TO IT
saw this gorgeous clutch bag [be still my heart]
i so wanna work there aft promos
c'mon papers lets get it over wif
...
hmm havin depression night tmr at seannis
chips
tub of ice cream
alcohol
n hsm2
its gonna be some wild night
we're gonna be dancin round
beer bottle in 1 hand
someones foot in e other
urgh
goin back to sch is such a drag
...
he makes me pee [luv his voice]

....
i dun care if its not fair, cuz i wan it all or nothin at all


lovefool
Friday, September 07, 2007 | 0 comments

i told everyone tat it was jus impulse
tat u didnt mean to do it
as in u're lying
and i made them believed it and i actually believed it
i believed u cared
i believed u were always there
frenz tried to talk me round
i said nothin
i'm such a stuck-up
until
i gt hit back in e face

kk : for wad did he lied for?
if he could say such things on impulse...
its all the fact right from his head
ppl onli speak the truth on impulse and how they feell
my dear..stop finding excuses for himmm...
it'll jus make u like him more instead of helping urself
kk aft u told me tat
i was speechless
its so true....
i'm jus using lies to cover e truth
i jus dun wanna admit it
u nvr once said sorry bout e things u said
u nvr once checked in to see whether i was ok
u nvr once look back
u nvr once cared
u're probably nt readin this
but if u do
jus wanna say
i love u...
...once
n i regret bout my past actions
but nt grievin over it
its real cool
we're frenz now
n its gonna be great
if we keep it this way
...foreva
cuz u're beautiful the way u are
n we're jus two diff pple
goin diff directions
u look at me, i faked a smile so u wont see


freak overboard
Friday, September 07, 2007 | 0 comments

i'm startin to panic
promos is in 2 weeks [or is it 1 ?]
i only studied 1 chpt of chem so far
n i cant concentrate
i cant keep my fanny on e chair for long
i'm bloody emotional now
its the hormones
f****** hormones
WATS WRONG WIT ME
jus came back frm dance and skateboardin
[BUGIS HAS CUTE FUNKY RETRO STUFF PPLE]
...
omg....meetin my best pals for shoppin tmr
omg...goin malaysia on sun
shitshitshit....
someone pls drag me to a grp study or somethin
cuz i [dare i say it] NEED TO BE CONTROLLED
control me pple
force a book in my face
strap me to e chair
slap me around
ANYTHIN
i needa pass promos


so real its absurd
Friday, September 07, 2007 | 0 comments

i luv cheng san cc
luv e food there
luv e coffee there
luv e pple there
luv e cats there [black n white pple whohoo]
luv e lame handyman there
luv e muscles n secreted body fluids there [sign*]
...
studied there wit e gurls todae
ok they studied
technically i spent 2.5 hrs stonin
1 hour eatin
and 30 min studyin
....
was thkin bout him again
when will it end ?
felt better when e gang arrived
me and nana were like awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
pecs pecs whew*
jus love bein a gurl at times like this hahahaaha
....
i had a dream bout u
it felt so real
but at e same time so artificial
we were on a yacht
u gave me a ring
u hugged me close
n sang to me this chinese song
tat u said i luved
oooook
first of all....
there aint no yacht in s'pore
ok there is but
its mostly round e s'pore [yellow] river
n e ride shd be bout only 10 min
so yea
2nd :
i dun even listen to chinese songs even if by chance i knw a song i would be laughin in ur face rather than listen to ur singin cuz its pure embarassement
3rd:
its been dynasties since we last met
YES DYNASTIES
i vaguely even rmb how u look like
all i rmb a little is how u look like when u were................................................
[ PLS DUN ASK WHY CUZ I"M CLUELESS MYSELF]
we dun even talk normally
i've always felt awkward bein wit u
even in sch i avoid u
cuz i...jus feeel like...urgh GOD forget it....
dreams r so odd
they say u tend to hav dreams bout things u wan most
YEA RIGHT PFFT


wrigglin past HDBs
Thursday, September 06, 2007 | 0 comments

haven been bloggin
nothin much to crap bout these days
wake up,
go sch,
freak out,
hang out,
freak out again,
sleep.....
n wats up wit muggin ?
how e hell u pple do it ?
the most i can spend is like an hour studyin [wit intervals every 5 but no one's countin right ?]
lately everyones studyin up til e weeeeeeeeeeeeee hours
......
am so gonna flop promos....
urgh

went for maths lessons today
was at 8.00
we thought it was at 8.30
ran frm mac
gt screwed upside down frm mrs tan
threw up in e toilet
mmmm ITS PINK [wait...eww]
went food tastin at admiralty
god i luv e place
FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOdIE
hahaz sha was so bloody cute
[she bought this longan drink without a stick]
sha : how the hell she expect me to eat the LONGKANG
hahaz n e lady remembered her for tat
oooooooo
me sha and nikki went to do a little
c.i.p trip round e blk [holy crap]
yea thanx to nikki's charm we sold 7 tics weeeeeeeeeee
nothin unusual happened [sorry to say]
except e guy
we caught red=handed
walkin round in black briefs
I SWEAR THEY"RE WOMEN"S UNDIES
its bloody freakin small
its either he's really thin or he has a tiny package [feel srry for u man]
things would be
much easier
if we knew howta say handicap in chinese
its so difficult to explain to them
we were [] this close to performin a skit jus to explain HANDICAP
god save us all
hahaz
[at home]
[showed my mom e gorgeous boyshorts i bought]
mom : hey its good so when u ZHAO GENG u can giv excuses say its shorts below
[i was thkin e exact same thing....god we're liars]
mom : these all look to big for u so better give me
[took e stuff...ran up to e room...CLICK]
[MENTAL HEADSLAP] i hate my mom
cancelled all e outings later
sorry guys
jus so exhausted
n cash~less
.......
someday...


waterblades
Monday, September 03, 2007 | 1 comments

HAHAHAz i've nvr been so happy or hyped up

early in e mornin [it was act round 12 but its considered early to me]

i'm a zombie....i luv meat [if it counts for nythin]



was feelin shy

cuz e last time i blade was like 2 yrs ago

n then he jus sprang up wit "i dun even knw how"

...

ok so picture two ducks on rollerblades

egging round bishan park

....

yea it really happened

hahaahhaahaz

he was SO CUTE

hahaz so bloody cute AAAHHHHHHHHHH

was holdin his hands as he tries to balance

awwwww

felt like e guy while he was e girl

he's pretty nyway so yea

....

heart jumped a wavelength whenever he tumbles haha

he heard a bike behind

gt so scared he landed on his butt full-fledged

...

couldnt control my laughter

so bloody cute wahahahaha

couldnt ta han i jus shouted WO HAO XI HUAN NI


n then he glared back hahahahahaahaha

i'm so gonna die when we ice skate together [he owns....i roll]

...

i'm jus unlucky by nature

we only skated for like 10 min

n then it rain

so we did e "turn left turn right" scene

1 couple stranded under a pavillion

was imaginin

if perky* took his place

thk it will turn out e same

n then i imagine shawty* in his place

strted laughin like hell

he's jus gonna shoot insults 360 degrees

looks fun but dun wan it EVER



ran back to e shop

...n then e rain stopped

gt so mortified we strted clapping

damn sway la

but it was fun

bishan park was flooded [ankle deep]

we jus waded round lookin for pirahnas n snakes hahaha

down hill was awesome

really resembled e wild wild wet slide

wanna slide down n go WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE



was drenched head to toe

its rainin too heavy so guess cant study wit e gurls today

thanx kk

i knw it screwed up but

IT WAS DAMN FUN LA

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA

SIBLINGS FOREVER

kk............


e lunch he made for me and e blades receipt hahaz
mmmm nothin better than a man wit good hands wink*
wonder wats its like to be putty in your* hands hahaha
.........


sunday blues
Sunday, September 02, 2007 | 0 comments

me and nikki hours away frm e party last fri....i'll put up e rest of e pics

nex time yea

part of us at cityhall jus now


i strongly accept e fact

tat heels were of a man's invention

becuz

heels are made

to make a womens legs n butts look smaller

and to make it harder for them to run away [tried runnin gt stuck in e drain again]

if god made me short

why the hell would he also made heels hard to walk in ?


was laughin at my bro's stories bout NTU hostel

he's friend's friend walked into e pantry area

[wanted to heat e nasi lemak]

n then he found an underwear inside e microwave oven

he demanded tat e counsel buys a new oven or else no one would set foot in there again

hahahaz

n then there's this panty thief

hu finally gt caught

he had 2093 panties piled up in his room

...holy crap...he can literally bathe in them...


went shoppin today

walked barefooted round s'pore hahaz

[heels r killin me]

i dun understand

its sunday

but where the f*** is everyone

its bloody empty

on e streets

WORK ? ....YEA RIGHT

pple spend e weekdays thkin bout e weekend

n then they spend their weekend

thkin bout weekdays

right...

thanz runie for piggybaggin me again

we talked alot bout.....alot....yea...

was talkin bout perky* hahaz

then we talked bout shawty*

n how squeezable* he was


my taste is changin again

ever since i watched hairspray

i'm turnin to retro stuff...ooooooooooooooooooo

ZAC EFRON IS HUNKALICIOUS

jus love impulse shoppin

jus love e rush inside of me like everytime we touch [electrostatic]


luv queensway

luv bugis

luv R n S

luv retro stuff

luv tat guy hu stuff his face into his stead's boobs at esplanade [KINKY]


jus so tired now

meetin him for rollerbladin tmr
he's makin lunch for me [^-------------------------------------^]
hahaz i'm actually blushin wtf ?
meetin e gang round evenin for studies
so wish i hav a ride right now

...exhausted....zzzzz


gonna squeeze u to e max

cuz baby its worth it