TA DAAAAAAAAAAAAAh
my new layout
it took like foreva to complete
cuz hav too many links
i'm copyin npasting til i'm crossed eyed...

sorry for late postage
worked full shift [10 til 11 pm]
for two days
n i'm dying...
wouldve been borin if
justin n hazrina n auntie
werent around [hey rock my socks i love them]

esprit is gettin rich [iguess]
cuz e new outlet has like
4 aircon compartments
FOUR DUDE
its like a freakin ice palace in there
the aircon was so strong
papers were flyin [not jokin]
so was smart todae [ah hah]
wore doubled layered
ate hot stuff in e mornin
jogged to work [body heat]
....
DARN ITS STILL FREAKIN COLD
...
haiz
i'm bein bulllied by my
2nd in charge - justin
he's a donkey's ass
we were shootin remarks
across e shop
frm yesterday til now
i swear i wanted to throw
all e hangers up his butt [haha]
he was sweet thou...

he helped me sell the gift certificates
[for each GC we sell we get 3 bucks]

he bought breakfast for me
[actually he jus overbought...i thk...]

he wanted to help buy me food
[but eventually i decline]

he offered to lend me money
[when i whine bout gettin late pay]

he wanted to buy me a christmas gift
[but wanted one in return...]
...
so overall he's a nice good lookin dude
...
BUT HE's BLOODY LAZY
pushin all chores to us
while he slacks at e com
n he uses FOUNDATION
EEWW...i'm srry jus nt use to guys wearin make up
its weird
...
e customers were
nice n retarded as usual
had this mute customer
n i jus gave up talkin to her
n then we jus use SIGN LANGUAGE hoho
...
was a little pissed at sweetie
cuz he didnt contact me for 2 days
oh well
guys will be guys
they all hav their own personal bondin session
lalala
...
shoppin tmr
n possibly clubbin at some club
e theme is BACK TO SCHOOL
sooooo maybe wearin millenia's sch U
OH GOD
pls dun let me bump into any teachers...

i look around me
but all i seem to see
is pple goin no where
expectin sympathy
...the more i see
the more i feel...we aint so diff afterall
all i wan
is EVERYTHIN...


SORRY PPLE I"M REVAMPING MY BLOG

so i'm jus using this template temporary

til ifind a suitable one

inconvenience will be ignored

buahahahaa


ok i knw e titles weird
but i jus kinda felt like writin tat [gofigure]
nth fun happen today
except e tourin of velocity
[muar first time]
lurve e clothes there
really cute
mostly korean-taste
love them but cant weaR them
cuz they're meant for cute pple
n me wearin them
would like mean an insult to them
n then i'll jus look like an idiot
end of story hoho

took e LRT for e first time tooooooo
its like some baby roller coaster
wanted to jus raise both hands and go
wheeeeeeeeeeeee
ws really very fun
really wanted to loop it over n over again
but time constraint haiz

gymin tmr
haiz
blame the genes
cuz i'll nvr be thin....

lovin me for me
tats wat u promised
...i dun wanna change...
i wanna be real
wanna be me


YAY finally my com is fixed hoho
work was unbelievably fun
i thk i'm startin to like it [shivers*]
met our new second in charge justin
we gt so amazed
of havin a guy workin in ESPRIT
tat i started pokin him wit a hanger

justin : hey hey hey wat r u doin ?
me : jus checkin to see if u're real [poke poke poke *]
justin : get lost or i'll fire u
me : [poke poke poke*]
justin : ..................................[blush*]

awwwwwwwwww his blush was cute
buahahahaha
it was bloody freakin cold in e store
maybe cuz its new ?
me n candy were
sneezin our butts off
while serene was laughin like a hyeana
darn she had a sweater

we were damn pissed at e management
cuz they started playin christmas songs
em e cd had only like 20 songs
so u can imagine listenin to it
over n over again for like 8 hours
..
but aft 3 reruns
we started hummin along
then aft 8 reruns
we started singin it together
n aft like 10+ reruns
we were gettin ready to go
caroling at e NIKE store nex door
erm
of course we were stopped cuz Agnes [big boss]
was around
....darn.....

saw amanda
n she was still fine as hell haha
god i miss everyone

wateva...
seriously....wateva


i dun understand
i feel so much pain right now
i'm confused
i'm hurt
i'm jealous really
we might not knw each another directly but...
puttin it bluntly
i admire n pity u at e same time....
why...
u loved him didnt u
why hide it
u played wit him
cuz u thought tat it'll be foreva [but it didnt]
his love for u was...special
so if u say u didnt care bout him at all
then y are u so hurt ?
y didnt u say ur true feelings be4
..its a waste....

cuz even though u called me a bitch
...i kinda like/envy u...[as a friend]
cuz i find ur character has spunk
n u're beautiful
n u're a leader
n funny to say
i thk u shd still tell him ur true feelings
although he's attached
n its long ago....
...i dun thk it shd end like this....
cuz...u love him dun u ?
so stop procrastinatin
cuz aft lovin u so long
i thk he at least deserves a chance to knw
wat's really goin on in ur heart...


oook i knw pple r complainin
bout my lack of eh....posts
so yep my com's down
so cant update...at all...nada
so am at my sweetie's place
spent plenty of mins
to pry e com away frm him [dota maniac ;} ]
jus to update my retarded blog
hohoho

was sean's b.dae yesterdae
yep e little bugger finally turned 17
....an age me n runie r bored of...
sooo his dad trested us to
e PARKROYAL breakfast buffet
n it was freakin fabulous
we wanted to jus hop on e table n start mooing
there were like
soft shelled crabs [in e mornin !?]
sashimi
scallops
fondue
yada yada yada....
i swear the baby toe sized cakes were awesome
[hav no pics truely sorry]

took a walk down haji lane aft [1st time]
n....i'm jus so smitten
its fashion at its....best
i luv e little shophouses
luv e designs [esp e one wit the turtle in a sink]
luv e narrow staircases [tripped 3 times urgh]
luv e CLOTHES there
i'm startin to forget bout zara..mango or ny other outlet
cuz this is the shit
n it costs round e same too
60 for a top
200+ for a dress
mostly retro stuff though
wanted to buy dis
electric blue soft leather bag
but yea i'm broke...ishd jus kill myself
plannin to buy this
ratten bag wit wolf fur [i thk its fake fur..]
yep we shd all support traditions
lets all buy ratten stuff n nurture termites

aft...
runie went to dhoulby gaut
for an interview at e arts place
n damn..its reekin of eyecandies
eh..short eyecandies
they're all my height huhuhu...

chilled at runie's place for a bit
was freaked out
cuz cino was havin her menses
w/o her panties on
so there was blood all over e house
we were literally walkin on our toenails...
lassie kept sniffing my groin
i hav no idea wat she thk it is
[btw lassie n cino r dogs...]

watched "nightmare detective"
at sean's...n it was clearly a waste of time
jus another japan horror movie flop
sean tried on n showed us e underwear we gave him
[its HOT PINK, PINK I SAY YAY]
hmm...suits him well...oooo
reached home bout 12

urgh went swimmin wit J.T jus now
n now i thk i hav a fever [damn]
workin tmr
12.45 til 8.45
at e new esprit outlet at bishan
dang....its gonna be so boring...

sometimes i thk u're jus too demanding
but then i stop to wonder whether
its me tat is jus not trying hard enough...
but clearly speakin
its hard.....
cuz i dunno wat to do
cuz all i want is to be wit u


jus gt back frm work wheee
e centrept outlet is
waaaaaaaaaaaaaay
bigger cooler n hipper than e bishan one
I LOVE IT THERE
n i thk god heard my prAYERS [in a way]
auntie didnt come so
i was incharge of e fitting room
so i literally hide in a corner n fold clothes all day
sharon kept callin me auntie...
[sheesh we're only months apart sister...u'll die tmr i swear haha]
N I HATE IT NOW
i wanted to go on e floor
n force tai tais to buy stuff
....
e pple workin there r all pretty
n young [round my age hmm]
kept starin at
sharon , eracia n e boss [forget her name agian darn...]
[yes guys gurls too look at chio bus]
....
lotza retarded things happen
[they always do]
...
me n haz were servin some tai tai
when she started blabberin bout
washin machines n dry cleanin
n then we oooo n aaah
when she taught us her secret trick to
make clothes expand
n so we all 3
took a few mins to fantasise
bout e shirts expandin....
...
haz made another baby cry again haha
guess she took too many cigs durin her break haha
poor gurl....

was shock as hell
when runie n sean came to see me
AAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
they were worried bout me cuz of my previous post
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
thy waited for me frm like 6 til 8 [knock off]
n then we had dinner
n then we went home wheeeeeeee
thank you so much guys
i'm touched as hell
am proud n delirious to be ur bestie
love u guys foreva
...
haiz workin tmr frm 12.30 til 8.30
dragon boats startin YAY
n i'm still missin my sweetie sign*
i'm lovestoned...






jus gt back frm work bloody shagged
workin full shift tmr...[shoot me]
really very sadded
cuz j.t lost his phone [500bucks man]
so he's kinda emo now
so i'm feelin emo too [its contagious]
hate tat he's so sad
hate tat i cant contact him
hate tat i'm so freakin poor [cant buy for him another one]
so i'm like buryin my head
in classifields now
help him find a job....
....damn i feel pathetic....haiz...

dad gt me another recommendation
its at desigual
currently there's only
one store in s'pore [vivo city]
check out e pics



srry haven been updatin
jus gt back frm
class chalet + stayover at J.T + work = SUPER SHAGGED
hmmm haven been home 4 like almost 4 days
n i feel niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice

class chalet was a blast
read nikki's post [link]
[ 3 days 2 nights]
pics still wit nana [darn]
so basically
everyone came on e 1st day
cut cake [YAY]
tze qian's BF scared e shit out of me
hell lotta tattoos man....[ko tow...]
ton e whole night at orchard
haha kuma's bro drove us there
at like 2 am
[had to sit on e floor of e car cuz no space....darn....]
clown around til like 6
some random
indian dude jus walked over to us
n then he started talkin to us
sayin how cute we were
n askin over n over again whether we had boyfriends
[fuckin freaky...we jus ran away]
reach back at e chalet at 8 am
n then we slept til like 12 pm
yea...i snored....
BUAHAHAHHAA
was damn bloody shagged la...[excuseMUAR then]

sweetie came over e nex day
[blame me cuz i missed him....darn..]
went to ESCAPE....
we were literally runnin round like retards
hehe J.T gt a heartattack sittin e SPLASH ride
haha...i'm so sorry...we wont force u again k...
nana n sha
took e inverter like 20 over times
til it needed mechanical repair haha [kidd...]

blah blah blah..[kinda tired so gonna round it up]

stayed over at his place for a night
rushed to work e nex mornin
Made many new...funny...frenz haha
we were showed to e warehouse
it was bloody huge n amazin [like 3 storeys high]
...n then we were asked to
sit in one tiny corner to do e taggin stuff
.......bloody awkard moment...

cuttin hair tmr [yay]
hangin out wit runie n sean tmr [double yay]
maybe hangin out wit J.T again too [triple yay]
sneakin out again to go boozin wit ex-classmates [ unlimited YAYs]
hohoho
e holidays r jus startin...

i'm changin...
n its scary....
becomin more sensitive
can't even take minor discriminaton
[used to be able to control]
i'm losin self-confidence
....was nvr good in anythin [phy/men]...
i'm becomim bad
hazrina gave me a cig today
...n i was tempted to try...
life's jus complicated right now
...
its prob cuz of him
but....
wat am i to do ?


am so freakin pissed
freakin furious
urgh....really really really really wanna rearrange someone's face today
was already bloody shagged this mornin
cuz i slept late last night
so was alr bloody frustrated this mornin
rushed lke hell to e library
only to find it was freakin closed
so had to walk all e way back again
....
took estupid 57 bus
all e way to harbourfrnt
to meet my old frenz n some new pple
waited for like 1 1/2 hrs
for them alone at vivo
cuz they're still in sentosa
n said they were comin out
...turns out
all e pple i knw left alr [no one told me]
n the rest were all still in sentosa
n they didnt wanna get out....
so i waited for fuck
n i cant go in
to meeet them cuz
i hav MONEY CONSTRAINT
i didnt even hav enough cash to freakin buy dinner
like wtf
n i see no pt goin in without beach attire
...
wanted to chill since i'm out
but everyone freakin disappeared....haiz...
...
so now i am home again
tryin to fix my thunder necklace
[yes it broke again n i'm devastated]
sweetie called a while back
to check on me
awww
thank u so much [if u're readin this]
i love you
wheeeeeeeeeeeee
urgh
workin tmr haiz....
i am so gonna puke...


ben seeing a lot of couple fights recently
n i mean a lot lot....as in 10 or more i guess
n i'm one of those few they would call up
n bitch but their partner
n end up cryin over it afterwards
strangely enough its always bout e same though
the guy is nt caring enough
or the girl is too short tempered
yea
[been there done tat too...dun wanna get into it again]

its nt tat we gurls r too short tempered
its more cuz we jus get hurt n frustrated
cuz we've all been there be4

guys
hav u ever wonder tat she always
spend hours in frnt of the mirror
askin herself over n over again
whether she look good
or how many times
she had to walk home again
to change her outfit
cuz she thinks its hideous
or maybe
hav u ever wonder
y she stopped eatin ?
maybe its cuz to lose weight
n save money
jus to fit and buy tat new dress at
topshop which she cant afford
or sometimes
there r little things tat she would do
like leanin closer to u
in the cinema jus to
encourage u to hug her close
or walkin slowly
on e road home
jus to hav more time wit u
[short legs r jus an excuse]
or maybe
when u go out for dinner
she would jus drag u to the far corner
jus to avoid the hottie at the other corner
afraid tat u cant keep ur eyes off her
...
the retarded things we do
is really jus...necessary....
cuz all we want
is jus for u to look at us
...
i mean if u jus look into her eyes
n say she's the most beautiful thing in e world
...it would jus bright up our day
even though it sounds mighty gay

but it doesnt happen
guys jus dun appreciate it
they jus thk tat its a necessary
to look good
n takin time to doll up
is actually a pain in the ass
cuz it makes them wait
...n it hurts....
it really hurts
tats y we get so upset
cuz we love u
n u jus dun....see it...
so thus we get frustrated
n mad...
n then we argue
...for love....

HAHAZ IRONIC ISN'T IT ?



ok so i'm back frm bugis


sorry didnt write nythin new

for e past few days

cuz nothin real special occured

it was all mundane bullshit

[hang out , watch movies , go swimmin , stone bout my darlin...etc]

other than e

night turtle hunting wit alex n gang

[picture 10 pm at night , 8 idiots findin turtles at bishan park]

and the fact tat

kim went all e way

to changi beach to strangle her cheatin "asshole" boyfriend

[yep she had proof.....dun ask me how...]

......

yep it was a boring week....



not forgettin i spend my whole weekend at home

HOME I SAY

everyones down wit exams n stuff

i feel so pathetic.....urgh

so yea had a movie marathon wit me myself and i






sch sux as usual
came to class 1 hr 15 min late [oooo]
n then we all jus scurry pass her heads down
haha she kept askin for an answer
but we all jus sat down n stare into space

i was starin at e basketball court [hohoho]
1st time seein pple comin for trainin [FINALLY]
yep n i saw my "ex" eyecandy weeeeeeeeeee
he dyed his hair
n he was in homegear
.......hyperventilatin...........
muahahahaa

nothin happened....
n i'm back home early
cuz i'm broke
i'm grounded
n i'm pretty pissed off

jus cuz i'm nice to u
dun push it
jus cuz i'm willing to wait
dun push it
jus cuz i'm willing to abide
dun push it
cuz i'm getting irritated by ur actions
wat do u expect me to thk ?
how do u expect me to react ??
i might be here for u now
but i wont be here forever
perhaps its jus me
maybe its the hormones
or maybe my period's comin so i'm gettin emotional
but
honestly u're treatin me like
...i'm jus another gurl......
dun say things u dun mean it
cuz i'm feelin really hurt now
...
sayin how nice u are to me
r u sure bout tat ?
cuz frm wat i rmb
...u always left me hanging...
n i'm always the one chasin after u