i am proud of myself today

hohoho

a litle arrogant there i agree

but i hav matured

n am proud of me

applause*

ok so came to sch

gt back my diary

from jintong

n read his breakup letter

he secretly slotted inside it

urgh

of all timings

i'm filled wit stress

now there's more addin on to it


couldnt take it

i jus collapsed in sch [yes...again]

hid in the o hub

handicap toilet

durin chinese

n cried my eyeballs out

plus vomit e sakura buffet last night eeeww

was so bad wan yee had to

support me

to the canteen aft class

haiz


bumped into shafiq

passed him the letter

n let him jus do wateva he wants wit it

cant be bothered keepin it

guess he threw it away

wateva man....


actually wanted to bring it to the zoo


n feed it to the cows


but


one : its too far


and two : the cows will hav indigestion and i love cows.....


so hanged out at e gym wit him

i broke my butt

n sprain my wrist

while tryin to do

e machine

ow

shafiq was jus laughin his ass off

...asshole

so took off our couple

keychain frm my locker too]

n jus fling it on e ground

too lazy to dump it nicely in the bin

i might be bein a bitch

but i'm jus angry

so guys u better nt pissed me off

hohoho



i mean if it was jus some

crazy normal wild relationship

it wouldnt be so bad

but imagine

him tellin u everyday tat i'm nice

n he says he did well choosin me

or him showin u off to his pals

n then


breaks up wit u

sayin u're nt his type

wtf

...


wateva

like they say

once a flirt alwya a flirt

they jus like messin ple's life up
cuz they jus feel like it

...


i'm sorry if i seem really mean

but i'm jus like this when i'm angry

i might regret the words tmr

but jus tonite

..i'm jus gonna say wateva comes to mind...


oh ya btw

i hav a new eyecandy

he's in year 3

his cca is track

h e is real cute

n he has a bod

nuff said haha


saw my 2nd eyecandy today

n he smiled at me

omg omg omg

i melted in an instance

couldnt even move or breathe

so i jus gave him back a "peace" sign

n then i ran to the back of the canteen

n hyperventilate

haha


but was really a depressin day

everyone knew i cried

cuz my eyes were swellin

holy crap i look like a gold fish

wheeee


couldnt smile at all

couldnt laugh

my eyes hurted so much

i walked home

eyes half shut

so i kept bangin into stuff again


i feel like a pinball machine u knw ?


nyways goin out wit shafiq now

he's bringin me on a date

to god knows where

he didnt wanna tell me where we're goin

but hey its ok

i like surprises

..

at least there's one thing

good aft havin this

one-night-relationship

wit j.t

i made fabulous new frenz

like shafiq , muthu n jun ming



esp shafiq

thanx so much

for always bein there

when i need a shoulder to cry on

i owe u so much
i'm proud to hav a guy like u

...

meetin kat

nex week

for haji lane shoppin

we're gonna burn our wallets big time man

nyways
gtg
later babes

i'll show posts again ltr