damn it

bloody com still got virus

so cant upload photos

n hav to write

my blogs within 1 min

be4 it resets again

assholes....



woke up at 9

pass yina e cash

jus woke up

so went out

wit my pri sch brownie tshirt

fbt shorts

n mad mad hair

n then i bumped into this really cute guy

n he went

"oooooooooo had a bad night ?"

...

i wanna die

i jus ran home n bury

beneath e sheets

i feel outraged

darn

...

met j.t at like 4

went to eat steamboat

at golden mile

mmmm

place of aunties

oh yeeeeea

played pool aft tat

i still suck at it no doubt

but i hav improved

muahahahaha

i can survive

3 pool games

without hittin e lights

or pokin other pple's behind

yay

i feel less bimbotic now

....

so em gt screwed

cuz came home at 12

j.t emoed again when we were gettin back

haiz

sometimes

i really dun knw

wat to say

cuz its nt somethin i can handle

but....

nvm

its better not askin

cuz its nt gonna get anywhere

like last time

....

love it when we hang out like this

love it when we kissed

love it when u adore me

i love ur face when u sleep
love it when u kiss my palm
love it when u smile

but the more i love the way we're together now
the more i am afraid
afraid of gettin closer to u
afraid tat i'll get used to it
afraid of lovin u
cuz i knw u'll only giv me dispair
cuz no matter how hard u thk
u still cant make a choice right ?
sometimes
i wonder
y when she treats u like crap
u still keep runnin back to her
i used to wonder
but i dun really care nymore
never was patient
sick of caring
sick of waitin
cuz i'm really thkin its jus a game
i dun deserve this
if u dun appreciate
i dun giv a hoot nymore
...
i'm lettin go of your hand
...
cuz my heart doesnt hurt anymore
....
do u love me ?