horror is the new delight
Thursday, January 24, 2008 |
fuckin emo day
mind the language
but i jus freakin tired n stress now
was already feelin emo
cuz of yesterdae
"break my heart into pieces" day
n then today
everyone around me was emo
wtf...
o level frenz
r cryin over e phone
sayin how shitty they are
my best frenz r
crackin up
my dear clique
has a little drama here n there
n like my world is jus crashin over me
i cant study
i cant hand up homework on time
i hav love issues
i hav cash issues
i hav frenz issues
..its jus so hard to bear...
i'm losin my mind
so ignored everybody in sch todae
i'm sorry if i offended everyone
but i jus wasnt in e mood
so sorry
its like i'm jus so so so bloody depressed
i'm so depressed tat i cant cry
haha....ironic right ?
i jus couldnt be bothered wit anythin
but it wasnt tat gloomy e whole day la
gt back my O level ENG results
hoho
i gt a B4
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAy
from d7 to b4
i improved
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
so my l1r5 is like 14 pts
hmmm
dunno wanna transfer out
.....
took e five stations today
n i'm happy hoho
sit up : 48
pull up : 40
sit and reach : 53
shuttle run : 11.0 secs
standin board jump : 170
so i jus needa pass my 2.4
n i'll get gold again
yay
i cant run for nuts
hmmm
maybe if i hold my eyecandies pic
in frnt of my face
should get some motivation
hmmm
saw him today at e gym
oh god
he is so hot...
whew...i'm burnin...
heard some nasty things bout him
was real worried
cuz i knew he was feelin emo
was tempted to call
but
...u said u wanted me to leave u alone.....
so
i guess
it aint right for me to call
....
dammit
so used to bein there for u
now tat i'm all alone
there's no one for me to lean on anymore
....
this sux
goin to e beach tmr
yay
lets all get drunk
n go skinny dipppin pple
wheeeeeeeeeeeee