anxiety
Monday, August 27, 2007 |
sch's dull as usual
ate at mac wit them
was stunned at swee wan's reaction
when i gav him e present
he jus took it....he wasnt shock , happy or curious
odd ball hahahz
i knw he said he wasnt angry wit me for stoodin him up
but u knw the guilt is there
so bought a teeny weeny present for him
wit a "sorry lah" note haha
was more stunned by ur question aiishah hahahaz
thoought somethin serious happened hahaz
ok a note on gossiping
i mean i'm cool wit pple gossipin
i mean i too gossip so its giv and take
but if u really wanna do it
pls be discreet ok ?
its so obvious u're talkin bout them
u kept starin
n even though i wasnt there
i was still kinda annoyed
when i heard
cuz u wont like it if
pple keep turnin around to stare and laugh at u
while u're eatin right ?
so yea
n wat u did was really rude
e canteen is not yours
so if u're nt happy bout us talkin to him u can always move somewhere else
even though we dun knw u
n u dun knw us
doesnt mean u can diz us this way
its not cool
was feelin down today til i saw u
it was real funny
we bumped into each another a lot today
e funniest one was at e canteen
.....
i looked at u
u looked back
we made eyecontact
a smile was forming on our faces
n then we burst out laughin at each another
n then we started teasin again
like last time
it might jus be a smile frm u but it brighten up my day :]
u were actin normal
but when i looked in ur eyes....i can still see u hurtin
its not my place to ask wat happened
after wat i did to u
i dun thk u trust me as much
but wateva it is
u knw i'm still here
...always
am so bloody excited
big girl night out on fri hahaha
it was real style
thkin bout a bunch of gurls in skirts
tearin down e pool parlour
but tat idea gt washed out
but nyways
i dun care where we go as long as
we're together hahahz
so EXCITED
[wat to wear wat to wear]
was feelin damn happy
til i bumped into u
u wre jus standin there
i really didnt knw wat to do
so i turned away
its funny
[dis kind of stuff aint important to u.....so why am i so worked up on it ? ]
i did wat i wanted to do
i tried wat i could do
so its over
i already tried my best to make things right
so i'm relieved
tat...its finally over
i've stop thkin of ways to talk to u
i've stop thkin wat went wrong
i've stop thkin wat i shd hav done instead
.....
all i need now
is to stop thkin bout u
its workin honestly
i've stop thkin so much
since our last confrontation
so in bout a week's time
i'm gonna be alright
jus go bout ur life
n i'll go bout mine