cant believe i trusted u so much
pple say u werent worth it
tat u were jus playin
but i had to believe u
u asked whether i like you
i said oh , yes i do
GOD I'M SUCH AN IDIOT
a week ago
u said u luv me
how i really wish it was true
but all u ever did was break my heart over n over
again
why ?
is it fun
to insult me
hurt me
hit me
watch me cry ?
u jus dun knw how to say sorry do u
or is it cuz u dun feel e need to
i feel like i'm jus a toy to u
for ur entertainment
4 u to hug n kiss when u wan to
n jus chuck aside
when u feel like it

i hurt almost everyday
u didnt care
i was fuckin sick
u werent there
i was standin there crying
u ignored

seriously
how can u say u luv someone
when u dun show affection
or ny sign of care or concern
i thk cuz u really dun like me at all
i'm sick of it
i'm gonna giv up
it was stupid of me
to thk a typical girl like me
can make a guy like u love

so we're gonna maintain as frenz
gonna stop all my wishful thkings
gona keep my distance
cuz aint no pt
if u arent gonna say wat u wan
n if u're nt gonna appreciate me
then there's no pt
even though i love u
its jus wishful thkin
havin a relationship wit u
cuz i'm nobody
nothin special
i'm jus the girl nex door