phy 17
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 |
friggin tired
u knw its really sweet sendin pple b.dae sms
at exactly 12 am
but.....if its past tat FORGET IT OK
god
12 am - 6 sms
2 am -3 sms 2 calls
4/5 am - 8 SMS 1 call
....
omg.....
i knw it would be logical to off my hp
but...dunno seems rude to me
wateva i'm weird...
sch was as usual
was panickin when mrs tan asked me to stand in frnt of e class
[omg wat did i do ?]
was bloody scared
n then e class started singin e birthday song
awwwwwwwwwwww
went frm panic state to bloody pai seh
thx u guys
..
am bruisin all over now [birthday bashes...i had like 5 or 6 of them ]
fion was e most painful but....
[u seem moody todae girl cheer up k....u can always vent ur anger on me haha]
...
finally understood how misss kar gets her figure
cuz she's depressed
she talked to us bout how she felt n she was stuffin herself...[ate a ginger too]
....
very ironic
i hav to cry on my b.dae
jus started burstin into tears in e canteen
was really jia lat [those kindof cryin whereby ur voice shakes]
everyone was askin wats wrong
n e nex thing i knw
my phone was being passed round
pple were tellin me wat to do
wat to say
wat to feel
sha was smsin him usin my phone
..i was jus an idiot sittin there cryin: why he had to say tat why ?
n then i heard a black secret
frm his close frenz
oooooo....sorry
[actually its kinda funny lookin back]
i was silent
i dun wanna talk dun wanna argue dun wanna think dun wanna remember
...appreciate u guys [ i thk u knw hu u are]
for bein there for me
n i knw its true tat
if i was alone i wouldnt send tat sms
i mean even though he's tat bad
i mean we went through a lot
n....i jus dun wanna let it end like this
aint cool...but...wateva
its time to let things go
i'm sorry so so so sorry
.....
didnt wanna celebrate b.dae todae
cuz i'm celebratin on fri , sat and sun [^--------------------^]
was on my way home n then she called
sayin they had a party for me
wanted to say no
but they said they had e cake n everyone was there
...
rushed to SEMBAWANG
had a subway b.dae cake....[i knw its pathetic U GUYS LIED...HMPH]
hahahz kidd
rushed to TOA PAYOH
for another surprised party
urgh
thank u guys u're so sweet
thanz tan its e 1st time a guy baked for me hahaha
[ srry was angry at u cuz u threw away e cake, i mean i'm damn touch u baked it so u didnt hav to threw it away...even if it tasted bad....its a cherishin moment n i wanted to rmb e feelin]
.....
finally reached home at like 7 +
n then gina called
gina : wake up loser , we're goin boozin
.....
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am so gonna fail POA test tmr
....
meetin at like 1 am
so yea gonna dress up , look hot
n figure howta climb down my window
without fallin on my ass again later
i wanna let u knw tat u dun hav to go
u're lying , its true , it doesnt hav to be this way