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Thursday, January 03, 2008 |
i'm sick n tired of
bullshits n procrastinations
i'm sick of life
i'm sick of tears
and i'm fuckin sick of acting
like its goddamn ok
I"M NOT OK
...
stop wif the games jus stop
pls...
u wan him ?
jus take him
i dun care
whether its appropriate or not
if u incidently love him
jus go right up to him
n tell him
cuz i knw he still loves u
n i dun fuckin care
cuz i knw
he doesnt love me for real
...
its all jus a game
n i'm the toy
i knew it frm the start
but i jus agreeed to played
along cuz
i neeeded attention
...i jus needed somethin
to distract me frm him
he caused me so much pain
tat i jus needed a break...
...
so pls...
i'm nt gonna cry
i'm nt gonna break
cuz i alr predicted dis outcome
jus take him
when the wound is still fresh
...
it hurtz
but its expected
jus go
leave me alone
...