goin through the motions
Wednesday, January 02, 2008 |

there's somethin wrong wit me
i'm havin some sorta
bladder infection
it hurts when i pee
n there was blood once
n i cant seem to control my bladder
damn it...
heard it could
jus be an infection
or a kidney stone
or worse come to worse
it could be cancer
[holy sweet mary mother of god...]

nyways
doin checkup tmr
sweetie was pissed
cuz i hid it frm him for quite a while
haiz
i'm a bad bad gurl...
jus crossin my heart
now n prayin
its jus gonna be fine