it aint worth it...never was
Wednesday, October 17, 2007 |
i'm losing it
i'm so close to the edge
i'm lookin down at a world of hate
jus feel so alone
crying on my bed again
nothin's changed...
it has always been e same
...
i hate myself so much
i'm always sayin
tat i wanna be a dancer
i wanna learn guitar
i wanna work wit frenz
i wanna buy this
i wanna do tat
but its all pipe dreams
all crap talk
i cant do A SHIT
....
feel so worthless
nothin but a gurl nex door
i'll nvr be special....
i'll nvr be someone else
why does it rain on pple who needs the sun most ?
....
i jus wish i was pretty
i jus wish u would turn around n look at me
...
if i died today
will it matter ?
i'm bleeding inside
but u dun care.....no one does
cutting myself so deep
tat it doesnt hurt anymore
...
if i died today
will u finally notice tat i cared ?
..........
i jus wish i was pretty