screaming for agony
Thursday, October 11, 2007 |



had a bad day in sch
[its always retarded but today was gloomy]
skipped accounts
skipped 3/4 lesson of GP
skipped 1 lesson of chem
skipped 2 lessons of mgt
n skipped e crystal growin briefin [gonna get screwed tmr]

we were literally pourin nutella all over the O hub [mmmmchocolate]
for lunch today we had
nutella wit biscuit
nutella wit kaya toast
nutella wit butter toast
nutella wit fingers
n nutella off a knife [mmm lick lick lick]
thanz to our forgetfulness
nikki's goin home wit a free knife frm e canteen [CONGRATS]
haha luv slackin round there [its quiet n airy]

can feel e love atmosphere rising in e air
honestly everyone [includin me...whohooo]
hav some love dilemma now
n we're scared [i'm scared too]
cuz sch is endin in 2 weeks
n we still have nt settle e probs
...
i'm afraid babe...if i say yes its gonna be a disaster.....but if i object..i'm gonna miss a disaster
.....
had been thkin a lot bout e past in M.I
so much drama so much misunderstandings so much hurt so much joy
...
used to be i always beat up myself bout it
cryin at night bein emo in e mornin
but now i jus smile n laugh bout it
god i'm so immature.....
...
i've already forgiven and forgot bout everythin..all i ask is tat we start anew...
...
was runnin away frm my chinese teacher [E TYRANT]
n then i hit n
smack right into a guy
we would've clash head on but i'm way to short...[thk u my maker]
damn paiseh la
he had tat "i've jus got hit by a cow" very pained expression
on his face....
so sorry
whoever u are....

ate at swensen's aft sch wit sha and him
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....[swoonin in progress]
felt awkward feedin sha [ normally we do it wit e saeintz]
cuz he was sittin there
hahaz he was damn shagged la
startin to believe games r real addictive to guys [god save them all]
they can play 24hrs
without feelin bored
...i'll jus shut off n sleep aft 2 hrs...
i'm a shopaholic.....not a game-a-holic...
i dun get wats so fun bout a green italian uncle jumpin on toadstools .....[mario]

jus bought an addidas deodorant for men FOR ME
hahahz jus luv e smell hohoho
i'm sniffin myself n it smells good......oooooo

hmmm hav to skip sch tmr...[do or die]
if i'm gonna endure another painful lesson of chinese
i'm gonna go LOCCO [trans: spanish word for crazy]

9 sch days left
time is runnin out
i'm still waitin for tat final moment
u say the words tat i can't say
.....