jus a drop of poison
Friday, January 11, 2008 |


i cant handle it no more

i'm filled to the brim

dying seems so much sweeter now

life is pointless

its unbearable

i jus wanna die n

forget bout it


i'm broke

i cant accept it

there's so much stuff

i need to buy

i needa buy track shoes

i need dancin lessons

i need stationary

i need almost everythin under e sun

n i dun hav cash

i'm bloody broke

my pay was like this

jintong b.dae = 250

clothes = 120

presents = 80

n now i hav nothin


life sux

i'm broke

my grades are falling

my family is tearin apart

i cant handle work

there's so much stress

i jus cant take it

n when my world

crashed down

the person i love

dumped me

...its jus so hard to bear...

i had it

y me ?

i cant handle so much stuff alone

i'm breaking inside

no one cares

when i really needed u the most

u left me empty handed

i'm such a loser

i really wanna die

i'm tired

so so

tired

workin tmr

but i cant be bothered

i dun care whether they'll fire me

i'm jus pathetic

....

i hate everythin now

its jus me

and my broken self...