waitin for the world to change
Saturday, November 17, 2007 |
feel damn crappy now [actually worse then tat]
cant do anythin right
even e simplest things
cant do anythin right
even e simplest things
i jus keep forgettin [wats wrong wit me ?]
dun wanna work nymore
its damn tiring
n i suck at it
all i do is make pple frustrated....
keep forgettin everythin
like discounted items cant be reserved
[i reserved two pieces n gt scolded like hell]
cant even rmb e promotional stuff
...
aint gd at findin things
we couldnt find an item in e store
so e lady jus left...haiz
...
kept gettin e wrong things out
candy was really annoyed [my boss]
..
was scolded for every customer i didnt greet
like come on...every 3 secs somebody walks in
i was alr gettin a headache
aft e 4th greetin [continous]
...
they were talkin behind my back again
sayin tat i'm gonna die tmr
cuz i'm workin at united square
its much much much bigger
n our big boss is workin there
n i alr pissed her off dis mornin by forgettin to reply her sms
....
life suxs
worked frm 1 til 8 today
workin 10.30 til 8 tmr [united square]
workin 12.30 til 8.30 on mon [united square]
i am so screwed
am alr damn shagged n emo today
jus cant do nythin right
sometimes i jus wanna stay in 1 corner n fold clothes all day
i like bein a loner sometimes
cant quit this job
cuz i need the pay for
impt personal stuff
damn it...
i jus hate myself so much
jus wanna cry til dawn arrives