srry haven been updatin
jus gt back frm
class chalet + stayover at J.T + work = SUPER SHAGGED
hmmm haven been home 4 like almost 4 days
n i feel niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice

class chalet was a blast
read nikki's post [link]
[ 3 days 2 nights]
pics still wit nana [darn]
so basically
everyone came on e 1st day
cut cake [YAY]
tze qian's BF scared e shit out of me
hell lotta tattoos man....[ko tow...]
ton e whole night at orchard
haha kuma's bro drove us there
at like 2 am
[had to sit on e floor of e car cuz no space....darn....]
clown around til like 6
some random
indian dude jus walked over to us
n then he started talkin to us
sayin how cute we were
n askin over n over again whether we had boyfriends
[fuckin freaky...we jus ran away]
reach back at e chalet at 8 am
n then we slept til like 12 pm
yea...i snored....
BUAHAHAHHAA
was damn bloody shagged la...[excuseMUAR then]

sweetie came over e nex day
[blame me cuz i missed him....darn..]
went to ESCAPE....
we were literally runnin round like retards
hehe J.T gt a heartattack sittin e SPLASH ride
haha...i'm so sorry...we wont force u again k...
nana n sha
took e inverter like 20 over times
til it needed mechanical repair haha [kidd...]

blah blah blah..[kinda tired so gonna round it up]

stayed over at his place for a night
rushed to work e nex mornin
Made many new...funny...frenz haha
we were showed to e warehouse
it was bloody huge n amazin [like 3 storeys high]
...n then we were asked to
sit in one tiny corner to do e taggin stuff
.......bloody awkard moment...

cuttin hair tmr [yay]
hangin out wit runie n sean tmr [double yay]
maybe hangin out wit J.T again too [triple yay]
sneakin out again to go boozin wit ex-classmates [ unlimited YAYs]
hohoho
e holidays r jus startin...

i'm changin...
n its scary....
becomin more sensitive
can't even take minor discriminaton
[used to be able to control]
i'm losin self-confidence
....was nvr good in anythin [phy/men]...
i'm becomim bad
hazrina gave me a cig today
...n i was tempted to try...
life's jus complicated right now
...
its prob cuz of him
but....
wat am i to do ?