bad day in sch
hav so much to worry bout
so little time
jus shoot me.....[it'll feel better i hope]

was chillin at e stadium be4 assembly
looked to e right saw an idiot
so did a 180
n locked eyes wit my eyecandy
[omg omg omg]
he didnt show ny expressions
but deep down i'm guessin he's thinkin wat in cosmos did i do to my hair
...n then he sat nex to me
i swear i forgot how to breathe for like15 min
jus luv his eyes [....swoonin]

mr ivan lim [wateva u spell it]
was sayin how we MILLENIA WHORES* shd start bein study virgins
like queen elizabeth 1
so ok
i cut my retarded hair
so criteria 1 acheived
criteria 2
we're supposed to giv up our distractions

ok......i can do w/o shoppin n
stop thkin of my eyecandies
restrictin to 1 doughnut per week is also possible i guess
[ i feel like cryin now]

I LUV SOCCER WHOHOOOOOOOOOO
played durin P.E and it was awesome DUDETTES
ok e ball flew to everypossible direction
but it was fun
poor ain got deflated....[our volunteerin of a massagin session was declined though]

but pple were jus cranky today

he[1] was havin moodswings again
tao me twice like wtf
seriously its gettin annoyin...wateva nt e 1st time nyway jus gonna ignore it

she[1] was bein bizarre
i dun get wats she's thkin....but its nt my place to ask so yea....its ok

he[2] was bein mysterious
saw him walkin down , we waved
but he was gone a min aft [darn....wanted to talk to him.....haiz]

he [3]................urgh dun start
....been avoidin him ever since
n it was goin well
but bumped into him jus now
started blurting out
"pls dun make me rmb . pls dum make me rmb"
n i jus ran down e stairs
...........
i'm nt good at pretendin [never was]
maybe def nex year we will be back to normal
but for now
i'm not gonna pretend its ok
so pls...
lets jus keep avoidin each another
cuz i dun wanna rmb

maybe if tat night i didnt giv in...things would hav been better i guess
....sorry has been said so many times tat i not sure if it matters.....