couldnt study at all
seems like e study fairy is asleep
she's suppose to sprinkle study dust on me [n then i'll be flippin like a maniac]
so i decided to chill at ryan's place

ok so here's the dig bout parents
never say nothin
mom : where are u goin ?
me : i'm out to a friend's house to study
[she keeps starin...becomin suspicious]
me : ya i hav this maths problem its called vectors, u knw the one wit the arrow signs
n then we hav to discuss p.o.a cuz there's a test comin up and....blah blah blah
mom : ok dun be back late
.....
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED

stared at my reflection in e mirror [looked up at my hair]
me : I HATE YOU

strode to ryan's house head down
really dun wanna end up on the 9 o clock news
"and now headlines , a young teenager wif shocking retarded hair tat stopped traffic"
urgh

ryan's mom opened e door
she : omg wat happened to you
me : played wit a flamethrower

ryan appeared
stared at me n then his eyes slid to my hair
he gav me tat shocked expression
i gav him the finger

talked bout everythin played wit anythin n gossiped bout everythin
i was bein pathetic again
we were talkin bout life
me : i'm broke i cant study and i cant do anythin right , life sux
[a tear rolled down]
ryan : shit i hate when pple cry [shove a plate of doughnuts in my face n left e room]

so ate a doughnut
cry like hell
ate two more doughnutz
here's e thing i luv ryan's place cuz its a food haven [u can never go wrong wit doughnutz]
ryan : are u done ? i sigged red wine frm my mom
figured u needed happy food
me : its either tat or i'll shoot myself in the foot

so we had a depression night
n i feel much better now
until i saw somethin
.......................
[hyperventilatin in e shoe box]
wats happenin ?

omg omg omg omg omg

dun mess wit imperfection