I WANT THIS SO BADLY I"VE BEEN LOOKIN ALL OVER>>>BUT ITS
169 bucks frm zara.......i want it so much.....

my crew............wheee..pelvis


i'm such a screw up



cant do nythin right



i was so eager for this dae



its like



today was supposeld my official



day to set foot in



a s'pore club



[went to e malaysia ne b4 n it stinks]



but nooooooooooooooo



god hates me



it jus didnt went out right







met runie n sean



for shoppin



runie jus sprang out frm e ground



ooooooooooooo



tat idiot lied to me



said he wasnt comin....jackass



haha was happy u turned up



damn it



sean we hafta postpone our date



lets go eggin nex time







dun u jus hate it



when e thing u wan most doesnt pops up



n e tings u hate like hell



jus keep appearin right



at ur nose







wanted a jacket



but nooooooooooooo



everythin was bloody expensiv



screw u gst increase







was plannin to go DXO wit



3 frenz



yep



it got screwed



n its all my fault



.....really really feel like shootin myself







it was very messy



cuz we all couldnt agree on time



we were all over e place



1 of them got pissed



n then runie and sean gt pissed



n then i got pissed.....







so wateva



jus let it go



met him at bugis



n we were playin wit his friend



[u knw e shoot sarcastic remarks...high sch drama thing]



yeeeeeeea



so like his friend was dagglin his jacket



[guess she cant stand him tooo lol]



so i jus fling it down



..sooooooo



he jus stared n i stared back



his friend was laughin



n like yea



all e while i was playin



didnt knw he was pissed [ bimbo]



so he jus took e jacket



n walked out







ooooooooooooooook



runie n sean



were actually stalkin me



thk god



cuz if they didnt



i would've jus died there



sorry J*



i knw we dragged u to dxo wit us



but eventually cancelled



cuz of e arguement



sorry......



so sorry







i was really on e verge of tears



really felt shitty



thk god for best frenz



R n S were jus sayin forget guys like him



but i cant



it was my fault



tried callin but keeep gettin diz







sean actually confronted me n



persuade me to go dxo



but



when i reached



e show jus ended







i jus hate myself so much



i screwed it all



i missed my bro's performance



lost a friend



piss off another



wastage 36 bucks on tix i didnt use



[ yea i paid for them 2]







sean cheered me up by goin window shoppin

WANTED TO BUY CHOCS FRM CHOZ FOR HIM
in a way of sayin srry [he likes chocs dun ask y]
but sean hates him like hell
n he'll literally kill
me if i did

.....



is it jus me or i cant get along wit rich guys



cuz this is e same situation



when cus* diz me



exactly e same



...



day be4 we were gettin along fine



now its totally over



....



i'm so pathetic







u said our friendship was over



i dun thk it is



but there's nothin i can do



to change wat had happened



so its ur life



ur decision



jus wanna let u knw



this is nt wat i wanted