was chattin wit keith on e phone
frm like 11 yil 2 am
hoho
waddling through all the bollocks
and crap talked
we centralised our whole thesis
of the night
to all two-faced pple : pick a side n stay there damnit !!!!
LOL


sorry haven been uploading
things jus were getting out of hand

what really hurts the most
was bein too close
so much that when they fall
i feel the burn

tat apart
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!
1 year up and running
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE MY JINTONG HOHOHO
annniversary was on 14th October
hoho lover's paradise
BITE ME !!!
we celebrated by having a sports marathon YAY !!!!!!!!

Thrashed him in bowling [86 to 62]
Thrashed him in pool [5 to 3]
both died during swimming [draw]

was damn fun
mostly cuz i won muahahahahaha
i wan this to last
being together so long is seriously a torture
some days u jus wanna get out of it
some days u jus wanna suck it all up
go figure....

was damn sad plus angry
the nex day was promo results
and the school kicked out 1/4
retained 1/4
the rest advance or promote
its so fucking unfair
they said that results only matter
then y are pple leavin due to bad conduct
then wats the point of CCA or contribution
wat does it matter who we are inside or wat we did
the school aint god
it jus aint right

heartbroken-betrayed-disgusted
how am i to react
wat am i suppose to do
when i see u lying there in despair
what can i do...
what can i do.......

this isnt the end of us
the times we shared
the joy we had
i'll cherish the moments when u guys were here
i'll always be there
jus say my name n i'll come runnin


if u dun care
jus say wat u will
its better than
wandering through
a guessing game


bloody hell sprained my neck
last night
cuz we were bobbing our heads
to disturbia in e car
...yes we were high
muahahahaha

chilled out at e bar BOJANGLES
its at e bukit merah shopping centre...i think...
cozy little place wit one bloody pool table
n a fuckin huge tv
everyone there was above 20
n are billiard pros
sick bastards.............
to them hittin four balls in continuosly is average
to me hittin any ball in is a miracle

nyways thrashed runie YAY
n got high on my second glass
hoho i suck
so basically throughout e night
was jus dancin round e pool table to aretha franklin

a levels jus round e corner n i fuckin high.........


i dun know wat i wan

its hard to make a decision when
i've everything to lose

if all i want was to be with u
then why am i still so disappointed


no matter wat i do
it can never be enough for u

the more i try to protect u
the more my heart bleeds

guess i'm not so strong as a person to be by your side
to always protect u in your hour of need

even if tat is so
there's nothin i can do
i can't change the way i am
we're so close but yet so far
nightmares never end

i wan it to be like before
but now how can it be
when i'm starting to forget the feelings of the past

tonight
i'm starting to want my loneliness back
maybe its better this way
cutting does not do much
there's no other way for me.....

maybe 1 day i'll see colours again