saw her profile
n for the first time i felt sadness
i dun thk things hav gotten out of hand
n i dun thk it was jus another misunderstanding

all i know was tat
this should'nt hav happened in the first place
n since it had
it should hav been resolved much much earlier

if he didn't lie

if i had noticed earlier

maybe...

but i guess all we can do now
is move forward ??

nothin gain nothin loss nothin cherished nothin perished


was runnin round sch
til like 9 everyday this week
night studies hav started
n i'm luuurvin it
for once the sch looks pretty
maybe cuz its dark n u cant see
e bad paint jobs
but hu cares right ?

was studyin wit sweetie
the garden leading to e container classes
was so freakin pretty
wit e lightin
i jus wanted to be a toad fairy
n prance around the fungus
....n then i tripped down the stairs
n twist my ankle

god help me

....
sch system really really sucks
like who the fuck
wana pay food via cashcard
who in a decent mind
would thk its not
problematic to keep
depositin cash n withdrawin them
every single fuckin day

its like the school
is more concern bout
the payment of food rather than
the quality or quantity given

nice job fuck-cipal....
we're all gonna start packagin frm home
again...

promos in 1 month
n i'm feelin the fever

its amusing
.........
so sick n tired of this
jus get it over with....




whoopeedoo
my cousins are headin to
BAli nex month
sucking the glorious sand
n wearin coconut bras
while i'm stuck moonin in school
kat u better rmb to bring back somethin holler !

things r startin to turn around
hopefully its jus gonna be alright
its best when things r forgotten

had fun playin scissors paper stone
wit e security guard
best way to kill time waitin for buses


sweetie got hurt real badly yesterday
jus some wacko
punched him 5 times in the eye
creepy shit...

he's much better now
thank godddddd
but he rather stay at home
n used up his mc's
....lazy ass....

it was seriously ironic
i only found out bout e incidents
aft he was sent to the hospital
n the innocent me
was at his house at tat time
hammering the PS2 controller
with his sister...
i'm such a worthless girlfriend
shoot me....

so rushed to the hospital wit his mom
...
....
.....
n then we got lost
....
....
ITS NOT MY FAULT [shut up runie i can see u giggling]
bloody NUH was bloody fng huge
so we ran around clueless
walked round buildings
took almost every bloody elevator
rode to every bloody floor
n every nurse hav diff directions
so was practically dying
til we saw this liver surgery nurse (wateva she is)




so sick of everything
i'm jus not happy
cant stand it
i dun wanna care
everything sux
pple dun care
they never did
so why is it so hard to accept....


I never told you to think of me when you hold her or kiss her.
I never told you to love me
and I never told you to let me go and give up on everything we had.
Life is so Ironic.


no internet access
no blog update sorry
dad used all his bon bons
to pay for my bro's hostel fees
to keep his sorry ass far away frm home
so no cash for internet
....sad...

nyways watched
shaolin girl yesterday
with TENS of pple
actually there was only
5 pple in e cinema
so we did it like cleopetra
jus lied
on 3 seats
n watch e movie

kallang leisure park was sure ooooloooo
like duh u can only reach there by bus 14 or 7
but it is sooooo damn nice
theres like
ice skating rink
cinema
bowling alley
arcade
n niiiiiiice weird shops
me n sweetie
were havin fun playin
wit the butt pencil holder
tat moans whenever u stick it in
....kinky....