absurd situations
Saturday, June 14, 2008 |

wats the definition of trust
when someone denies your def of it
does it mean u're been betrayed ?
or played ?
or worst...misjudged....

and once tat trust is lost
is it possible to gain it back ?
exactly the way it was ??

if asking a question
bout a person's loyalty
is it a matter of lack of trust
or is it because
there is too much trust between
the two
so much of a bond
tat a person has to ask these qns so as
to substain tat special bond.....

tats wat i wanna know
the fear of askin questions
....
or the fear of the answers
...
which is scarier ??

been thkin a lot
bout Antz questions
bout a month ago
even be4 he asked....i alr knew about them....

the fear of askin
due to the fear of losing such a special bond
but its more of
the fear
MY fear
of the answers

cuz maybe....
i already know about the answers....
n i jus fear
tat it will come true
....

to live a lie in luxury
or
a life filled wit blatant honesty

i wonder which really is paradise...........