leapin through the ages
Thursday, February 28, 2008 | 0 comments

its leap day tmr YAY
29th feb
only happens once in 4 yrs pple
on this day
in france
it is said to be
e only day where
gurls propose to guys
whoooooooaaaaaaaaa
kinky shit
hahaz
so gurls
muscle up your men tonight
cuz u're gonna be
takin e wheel today
sweep him off his feet
n take him round e world

some love quotes :

If you love something, set it free.
If it comes back, it was meant to be.
If it continues to fly, let it soar,
have faith that God has something better in store.

HaveYouEverSearched
ForWordsToGetYouInTheirHeart?ButYouDon'tKnow
WhatToSay,
AndYouDon'tKnowWhereToStart.

He IsNt my BOYFRIEND
bUT i feLl in LoVe WiTh
HiS hugs,HIs smIle,
hIs AdvIce,His kindnesS
& the tImEs We LAugh ToGEthEr
So i GUyEss you CAn SAy
i FeLLl IN LoVE With OUr FrIEndSHip

Just watch me fall
just watch me bleed
just watch me cry
just watch me leave

Love is not about finding the perfect person
Its about seeing an imperfect person perfectly

You can walk away from someone
but the footprints are left in their hearts...
because you stomped all over it when you left
[fav quote man]


stay close dun go
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 | 0 comments


sch was borin

was runnin round e sch

helpin out wit

e indian dances

ITS OPEN HOUSE MAN YAY YAY YAY

hmmm

mdm shamila ask me to join indian dance

i'm like waaaaaaat ????

imagine me in a sari

doin e conga on stage

it would be so odd

me bein e only white ass on screen

[no offense...]

hahaz


anyways it was fun

was runnin round e sch

n i still cant get e bloody

yellow paint off my finger

i tried biting tooo

didnt work

damn it...


so went bra huntin

wit nikki n lily aft sch

e lady was like

"u wan me to measure ur size ?"

n i went

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

once bitten twice shy...

[read my previous posts pple if u dun get it]


reached allen's house at bout 5

sam kim n sheila was there too

my shagalicious hot babes

soooo

we were jus lying

on his garden

admiring e sunset

n then

aft an hour

we started screamin

n crawlin back to e house

cuz his mom turned e damn SPRINKLERS ON

WTF

so went home

lookin like a wet towel

mmmmmm

my shoes

made e squishy squishy sound

i like mmmmmmmm

haha

i am so gettin detention again tmr

for skippin classes haiz.....


got to have u

n i dun knw wat i shd do

but i'm guessin tat u dun hav a clue

but i'm thinkin tat we would be cool

lets try it out n see

how happy we could be

n maybe u would be in love wit me


whores r meant for e dustbins
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 | 0 comments

urgh tat stinkin
fuckin assshole
son of a bitch
ya she aint nothin like a gurl
sick twisted
no good jackass cracker
haha
u knw i really wanna go
up to her n say
all e things tat she doesnt knw
bout all of us
she's gonna act like she dun care
but deep down
she's gonna tear up
hey
someone needs to put her in place man

someone needs to shove
a stick up her bony behind
n tell her tat
she aint the center of e universe

urgh she jus
ticks me off....

hopes she jus
get run over by a camel
or somethin


into the deepest ocean
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 | 0 comments


oooooooooook

i hav nothin to blog about hoho

did made a new friend on sun

at vivo

he is some india dude

not bad lookin

22 years old

he owns his very own

jewelry exportin company

in shanghai

he makes 2 million a year

n he's single

n he is expandin his business

into s'pore

so my dear indians frenz

if u wanna hook up

shafiq haf his email

brahahahahaha


am gettin screwed

cuz failin all my common

test papers

urgh

n weird thing is

my dad is jus bizarre


dad : hey do u wanna drink beer ?

me : em nooooooooooooooooooooo??????

dad: haha too bad


....n then he walked away....

damn it

parents arent supposed to believe kids so easily

darn....

cant imagine

10 yrs down e road

me n dad would

be drinkin by e porch

wit beer bellies

e size of brazil

hoho


aft all tat

we've been through

u've always been e one

who was there for me

who always made me smile

n now we're together again

i wont ever wanna lose u again

those words u said

will always be remembered

locked in heart

placed in memory


if i could jus hold u in the dark
Saturday, February 23, 2008 | 0 comments

as u all knw

am pretty emo

past few days

but well

things cant be changed....

haiz

sorry seems to be the hardest word


ok so on fri


got into a row wit jt

so scooted back home

wore a pretty dress

n had makeup

cuz i thght we were hangin out ltr

n then he cancelled

n then i cried


aft 3 hours

decided to go out again

reapplied my makeup

but then we had a fight again

n then i cried again


aft 20 min

decided to go out once again

reapplied my makeup

but then we had another phone arguement

n then i cried again


DAMN IT MAKEUP DUNN GROW ON TREES MAN


haiz


so finally went out

wit no makeup on

i thk i looked ultra scary

cuz everyone didnt dare

sit nex to me

in e mrt

oooooooooooooooo

i'm ferocious

meow....


so at 11 pm

met kat , zara and mia

at tanjong pagar

was supposed to

hang overnight

at darren's condo

u knw some

lovely cousin get together

but actually
we jus wanna play cards


darren was freakin an hour late

asshole

so we ran around e playground for

an hour

yay

I LOVE SWINGS

i ws emo

so i didnt mind waitin

hoho


swingin my way into another emo day hey.....


the 2 babes mia and zara


my best cousin KAT....aint she jus gorgeous ?


so basically

we played e whole night

i lost 10 bucks urgh

i was e 1st to fall asleep round 3.30

haha

i luv snorin

yay

so went home bout6 am

n then got screwed by my dad

haiz

nightmares never ends


found this kinda cute in his room

haha darren snorin at round 6 am
What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that youre not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when its all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
Its sad,
so sad
Its a sad, sad situation
And its getting more and more absurd
Its sad, so sad
Why cant we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word


too little too late
Friday, February 22, 2008 | 0 comments


only when u're gone

i realised

how much i really loved u


things r only cherished aft they're gone


givin up wat seems to be a beautiful dream
Friday, February 22, 2008 | 0 comments








more pics frm tat night



sorry toots

haven been updatin

cuz my life sux now

n slowly gettin it back on track

...

but it aint workin haiz


failed every paper

in e common test so far

i suck man


....
jintong
sorry i am such a bad person
sorri i've never thought about ur feelings
sorry i was always forgetful
sorry for e times i took u for granted
sorry seems to be e hardest word
but it seems tats all i can say
no one has ever made me feel this way
i'm glad we met
but i regret i didnt cherish tat
so many things had happened
so many i took for granted
so many i didnt put in effort
so many i let to waste
all along
u were the one hurtin
all i did was wonder
i've never really done all
my best to try to make u happy
n i seriously regret now
cuz u aint comin back nymore
i wasted my chance
n u will nvr forgive me
i want to make it up to u
but i dun knw how
i wanna stop hurtin u
i wanna make u happy
but i dun knw how
i really love u so much
but guess....i didnt really express it enough







club no entry
Monday, February 18, 2008 | 0 comments


us be4 e party


clubbin on sat night was

hot

hot hot
hot hot hot

hot hot hot hot
hot hot hot hot hot hot

whew

fannin in progress*

2 days aft e party

n i'm still hungover

yay

i'm burnin all over

mmmmmmm

i love it

met runie sean and nikki at 8

we waddled all e way to somerset

...n then we gt lost

darn u runie



runie : i knw e way follow me

[we walked across the street]

runie : ok now we're lost

[mental headslap]


thank god

marcus the condom

let us there

to ZOUK

but then we got rejected

sad life of underage ppple

sian...

so we head to

TANJONG PAGAR

n headed to REDZ

its a ktv bar

n it was empty YAY

so we screwed around

played pool

sang our butts out

n drank a whole jug of vodka

while waitin for

jeff n louis



runie meditatin tryin to make e ball fly wheeeeeeeeeee

so we made our way to

TANTRIC

oh yea

the music was HOT

the pple were HOT HOT

n the drinks were HOT HOT HOT

we had e most ex drink in e house

its called BLUE SPIN

it is a fuckin MONSTER

one gulp n my throat was burnin

if i finish e drink

i'll be doin e conga on e table

nt like nyone would care

but...

i like my modesty

so we did e

dirty dancing

the drinkin

the ooglin

n then we went outside

sat at e stones
jus below e "no entry sign" for cars

n then this

huge bunch of pple

came to us

n said

"u guys hav the best seats in the house

lets join u "

so we establish

e new bar

called NO ENTRY

n J quoted " its only where e hot pple belong"

HOHOHO

yessssssssssssssa



so we made

21 new frenz tat night

hahahaz

i loved it

we gt shocked at J*

he was e most friendliest in e bunch

like duh

cuz he is a superstar on channel 8


me : its sad cuz there r loads of gay pretty guys out there

him : oh sweetie u jus need to giv them

a viagra pill n they'll do u

last time in aus

i had half a viagra pill

n i fucked samantha


samantha : ya he tells everyone tat


me n nikki : ooooooooooooooooooo


jonathan : so how old are u guys
j* : they cant be older than 18
cuz look at her breasts
they're still perky
[points at me]


dotz.............haha

mark was freaky [some ang moh dude]
he was e first to get drunk
his whole face was red
n he kept drinkin
n he said i was hot
in the group picture
so i'm like
ok he mus be some
ang moh who like to hav fun around [tourist type]
n then they told us
he was a lecturer
at NTU
n is featured on CHANNEL NEWS ASIA
...
i also spilled my drink
....




anyways
it was a wild night
reached home at 4 am
n i loved it
this is the life i wan

happy n carefree

i love dancin
love the booz
love the pple
love the night life
goin again on march to ZOUK
YAY
part of e big group at NO ENTRY
i knw it aint a flatterin pic of me
but its wit e hunks man


pressure
Friday, February 15, 2008 | 0 comments


good riddance

common test is over

hurray

but there aint no break

so mon sch resumes

...the fuckin bastards....

hahaz


love my new skin ?

i jus gt bored of e old one

died durin

maths n chem today

like wth

i dun even knw howda do

so was jus writin love poems

n foldin them into a boat

for like an hour [e paper was 1 1/2 hours]


kinda retarded

cuz aft e teacher announce "pls start ur papers"

aft 20min

e gurl nex to me

banged her head on e table

it took me

like 5 miin to figure

she jus fell asleep

god

i almost poke her wit my pen

thought she was dead

..hmm....darn...


hanged out wit jintong aft sch

then sneaked in to sean's house

muahhaha

then he kicked me out

so crawled back home

at like 11


GOIN CLUBBIN TMR

YAY

FINALLY

i miss gettin drunk n

actin like some asshole

haha

reminds me of gina

years ago


at some house party at raynards

gina was on e table top

gina [drunk] : hey who here is wearin pink underwear

guy : me

guy 2 : me also

heather : me too

gina [drunk] : U GUYS SUCK I LOVE PURPLE N PURPLE RULES U SKANKS


....scary....

haha

nyways

partyin wit

nikki her 2 frenz

runie n sean

clappy n jolin

eeeeeeeeeh....thk tats it

gt a feelin we'll be shooed out of clubs

cuz in a way we're underage

but wth

i'll party on e street if i hav to



he wasnt man enough
Thursday, February 14, 2008 | 0 comments

Listen girl

Who do you think I am?

Don't you know that he was my man?

But I chose to let him go

So why do you act like I still care about him?

Looking at me like I'm hurt

When I'm the one who said

I didn't want it to work

Don't you forget I had him first?



Stop playing me

He wasn't man enough for me

If you don't know now here's chance

I've already had your man

Do you wonder just where he's been, yeah?

Do not be worried about him

Now it's time you know the truth

I think he's just the man for you



Listen girl

Didn't he tell you the truth?

If not then why don't you ask him?

Then maybe you can be more into him

Instead of worrying about me

And hopefully you won't find

All of the reasons why his love didn'tcount

And why we couldn't work it out



Oh yeah

So many reasons why

our love isthrough, yeah

What makes you think he'll be good to you,

no

It makes no sense cause he will never change

Girl you better recognize the game,

oh yeah


by toni braxton


tired
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 | 0 comments


mmm died for like accounts paper

took e temp exercise today

in my heart

i prayed i'll get a fever

then i'll be excuse frm exams

n then sail away on a carribean cruise wit a blondie

36.0 degrees

damn....

haha

n then at e end of it

mrs wan gav us e answer sheet

n then e whole hall groan

haha

really cute

half of us wanted to throw e papers

back in her face

the others wanted to burn it


hmmm gonna be busy e nex few days

cuz

i laid off jintong last night

urrgh

i was jus real tired of this bullshit

us sneakin around as a sort of couple

pathetic

its either i hav him wholly

or a rather we be nothin at all

so he chose her

hmmm

guess he likes to be emotinally tortured

wateva

i'm jus relieved its over

nomore pretentious dramatic bullshit


so like all gurls

aft lettin go

an idiotic flirtatious boyfriend

we all tend to party

oh yea baby

clubbin wit e gang

at homeclub

tmr night


n then i'm gonna throw up

all over e field

on sun mornin

durin dragonboat trainin

n then at night

i miiiiiiiiiiihgt

be hangin out wit clappy n his frenz

to go to.....lunar ?

some sort of club i guess haha
lets all get drunk


oh ya

happy v day

to everyone n anyone

thanz pple for ur presents

haven open them

jus waitin for e right moment brahahaha


shafiq sent me home again today

yay

poor dude

e sch might be expelling him

cuz of poor attendance n conduct

wth

stupid eileen lim

tat short ugly menopausal woman

urgh

i'll tear e mi buildin apart

if they dare expel him

i'll pee on her

n maybe throw her

back to bein

one of e 7 dwarfs wit snow white

she can be dopey


it was startin to feel boring

it didnt hurt as much

so...my love for u jus died

thank god

cuz u aint worth the effort

can't keep runnin back

to someone so weak n immature

i'm in a diff light now

n its shining

away frm u


Wednesday, February 13, 2008 | 0 comments


hmm valentines dae is tmr

for e 1st time

in 4 years

i'm single on this day

n to admit

it is a little solem

...

was studyin at yishun

was freakin empty

everyone was either

hybernatin at home

wrappin flowers

or doin last min shoppin at orchard

buyin choo choo bears

haiz

its a little depressin

....

its always nice

to receive somethin

regardless of how small it is

as it reflects

how important u are as a person

to know tat

someone in this world cares for u

n is thinkin about u

when u aint around

...

for tat feeling

its pretty much worth anythin

....

so i'm jus sittin

in my room

thinkin

.....

is there anybody

out there

thkin about me tonight

while i lay in my sleep

dreamin about them
i quit
lovin u is a job i dun need
aint ever gonna work no more
it aint worth it
never was
but still
i lie to myself
sayin everything's gonna be alright


letting go wat u coulnt hold on to
Monday, February 11, 2008 | 0 comments


its so odd

been seeing someone lately

n it feels like i've known him for so long

he looks back at me

wit e same expression

be it

in the bus

or at the bus stop

he always hav tat

...special expression when he sees me....

but i'm like

who the hell are u

i knw he is in

year 3

but tats it

...odd ball...


sign*

commontest is screwin me

back to muggin



confession 1 :

n i dunno

since when

i started to regret

nt knowing u first



confession 2 :

sometimes pple can be wrong
so so wrong
boy I thought you'd realized
I'm not like them other gurls
Cuz I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise babe






giv me a reason to feel intoxicated
Sunday, February 10, 2008 | 0 comments


urgh

been a weird weird day

runie n sean popped by today

its e 3rd day man

woke at like 3 pm

yay

i love sleepin

its the best thing nex to......


nyways

aftwards

went to orchard to change

my shoes frm n.u.m


trip in the mrt

suck like hell

the crowd

was bad as hell

when i found out n.u.m was close

was angry as hell

the food at cini

suck more like hell

so this means

i'm in hell


so if anyone

ask u to go to hell

jus come right here

be my hellmates

muahhahaha


chilled at gloria jean's

the best coffee shop ever

then met sean's friend

he's cute as hell

haha

so we went skipping

holdin hands

all e way to tanjong pagar

e land of famous clubs n gay bars

its a real sweet night life


wanted to get into PLAY

but the line was long as hell

so we went

to this ktv bar called

legend

n it was beautiful

love the deco man

gt myself

a lycee martini

n god i was in love wit it

its 16 bucks but it was niiiiiiiiiiice

n then we all gt high

n we wanted to jiggle on e bartop

haha

some gurl was singin a song [she's real good]

n then halfway

she started screamin in e mike

rat rat rat

n then everyone

jumped on e table

n did a mini tapdance

hahahaha

fuckin hilarious


boy

u're jus so unpredictable

evrytime i try to leave

you jus bring me back

so much water

sometimes i cry a river

You dried my eyes and

brought me back to laughter

And when I lay next to you

I want to wake up

And when I break up,

its only to make up

so Boy promise me,

As long as you are my boo

lets jus try to make this work

cuz it dun matter wat the haters say

as long as u stay true

i'll always be here for u


cny festive season
Sunday, February 10, 2008 | 0 comments


holy crap

been friggin busy this past few days

its cny pple

hahaha

was rather busy

couldnt get e pictures yet

so wait a moment yea ?


1st day :

woke up damn bloody

early

like round 11

....yes it was early...

travelled to my dad side

n we were e 1st time arrive

....again.....

i hav no bloody idea y dad likes to go so

freakin early

so aft like 2 solo hours

me n my bro

were sleepin open-mouthed

on e sofa....


n then one of e aunts

tried to stuf e hongbao

in my mouth

cuz she thght i looked cute

...wth...

n every year its the same

pple gamble

they eat like hell

n they always always

comment on your body

e moment they see u


went shoppin

n bought everythin black

so had no choice

but to wear jintong's shirt

wit an obi belt over

3rd aunt was

complainin tat

i shd wear those low cut tops instead

cuz i had boobs to fill now

.....evil.....


but then its

nice to see pple

u only meet once a year

even though u forgot their name

was bein a stupid bimbo

cuz once i entered

e houses

i went like

shit

how the fuck am i suppose to call them ?

n then i did e american thing

n smiled my way through

like some retarded bimbo flight stewardess

urgh


2nd day :

went over to jintong's house

then went to his aunt's house for reunion dinner

then he popped by my ahma's house

n then we went to watched cj7

it sucks btw

it was kinda cute

cuz it was e 1st time bringin someone over

n he was shy

n i didnt knw wat to do

sooooooooooooooooo

we entered e house

n jus stoned in e middle of e room

...speechless, head hunglow.....

like some freakin manequin

god i suck


so nyways

hongbao money = 202 bucks

yay

n i alr spent half of tat

yay

....

hahaha

common test is tmr

i am so frigggin screwed


moi
Wednesday, February 06, 2008 | 0 comments




What Marilyn Means



You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?
n the worst part is
this is all so incredibly true


tidings on a new rave
Tuesday, February 05, 2008 | 0 comments

ooooook

haven been updatin recently

hohoho

u stalkers hav been pressurin moi to update

fine

i'm sorry

been crazy over new year shoppin

cuz my

pay only came like on

thurs

so only 4 days to shop

like wth

screw u agnes

uurrgh


sat ,

went shoppin wit runie n sean

walked whole of

united square

far east

heeren

zara

n in e end

i ended up wit

black leggings

n a black spagetti strap

i jus love black alright

its e new green [or somethin]

kinda died tryin to walk through e crowd

hell load of pple la

n i'm short

so was like

steppin on everyones toes

jus to get a view ahead



sun :

went shoppin wit my dear

cuzz....kat

i love u baby

went to bugis

nothin there

then head to vivo

mmmmmmmmmm

i luuuuuuuuuuurve

shoppin

we were like 2 kids on redbull

we were like

omg zara

omg river island

omg forever 21

omg omg omg

bunch of bimboes

jumpin n hoppin into e stores

yea

pple were starin

but well

i luv runnin in heels

it makes me feel taller......go figure

we saw eriverisland

bags

n we were like

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

bloody gorgeous

holy crap

omg omg omg

fannin*

i need a sugar daddy



mon :

went solo shoppin

n i died

e counter queqe

was like longer then

e donut factory

wtf

was carryin my big

travel like size puma bag

so was irritated

wit pple bumpin

so i startd swingin it

it works man

pple started movin away

but then

this stupid kid

jus bumped into me
n then i jus send him
flying
towards e entrance
to taka
was stunned
for a while
n then i jus burted out
..."thank you come again "
i'm so mean

was doin last min
spring cleanin
couldnt be bothered
so threw everythi away
i'm spoilt i knw
then found out
i threw out my precious blankey
thank god
i gt to e rubbbish bin in time
be4 e blangahs came
it would be
funny as hell
to see me
chasin e garbage truck down e street
shoutin
"stop stop
kepp smiling
cuz i cant see ur face"

i'm goin to hell aint i
hahahahaaha

been thinkin alot
bout wat i wan
for valentines
..n i wan a ring...
it can jus be frm anybody
but i dun knw
it holds a special bond feelin to me
i like it
hmmmmmmmmmm