leapin through the ages
Thursday, February 28, 2008 |
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its leap day tmr YAY
29th feb
only happens once in 4 yrs pple
on this day
in france
it is said to be
e only day where
gurls propose to guys
whoooooooaaaaaaaaa
kinky shit
hahaz
so gurls
muscle up your men tonight
cuz u're gonna be
takin e wheel today
sweep him off his feet
n take him round e world
some love quotes :
If you love something, set it free.
If it comes back, it was meant to be.
If it continues to fly, let it soar,
have faith that God has something better in store.
HaveYouEverSearched
ForWordsToGetYouInTheirHeart?ButYouDon'tKnow
WhatToSay,
AndYouDon'tKnowWhereToStart.
He IsNt my BOYFRIEND
bUT i feLl in LoVe WiTh
HiS hugs,HIs smIle,
hIs AdvIce,His kindnesS
& the tImEs We LAugh ToGEthEr
So i GUyEss you CAn SAy
i FeLLl IN LoVE With OUr FrIEndSHip
Just watch me fall
just watch me bleed
just watch me cry
just watch me leave
Love is not about finding the perfect person
Its about seeing an imperfect person perfectly
You can walk away from someone
but the footprints are left in their hearts...
because you stomped all over it when you left
[fav quote man]
stay close dun go
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 |
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sch was borin
was runnin round e sch
helpin out wit
e indian dances
ITS OPEN HOUSE MAN YAY YAY YAY
hmmm
mdm shamila ask me to join indian dance
i'm like waaaaaaat ????
imagine me in a sari
doin e conga on stage
it would be so odd
me bein e only white ass on screen
[no offense...]
hahaz
anyways it was fun
was runnin round e sch
n i still cant get e bloody
yellow paint off my finger
i tried biting tooo
didnt work
damn it...
so went bra huntin
wit nikki n lily aft sch
e lady was like
"u wan me to measure ur size ?"
n i went
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
once bitten twice shy...
[read my previous posts pple if u dun get it]
reached allen's house at bout 5
sam kim n sheila was there too
my shagalicious hot babes
soooo
we were jus lying
on his garden
admiring e sunset
n then
aft an hour
we started screamin
n crawlin back to e house
cuz his mom turned e damn SPRINKLERS ON
WTF
so went home
lookin like a wet towel
mmmmmm
my shoes
made e squishy squishy sound
i like mmmmmmmm
haha
i am so gettin detention again tmr
for skippin classes haiz.....
got to have u
n i dun knw wat i shd do
but i'm guessin tat u dun hav a clue
but i'm thinkin tat we would be cool
lets try it out n see
how happy we could be
n maybe u would be in love wit me
whores r meant for e dustbins
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 |
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urgh tat stinkin
fuckin assshole
son of a bitch
ya she aint nothin like a gurl
sick twisted
no good jackass cracker
haha
u knw i really wanna go
up to her n say
all e things tat she doesnt knw
bout all of us
she's gonna act like she dun care
but deep down
she's gonna tear up
hey
someone needs to put her in place man
someone needs to shove
a stick up her bony behind
n tell her tat
she aint the center of e universe
urgh she jus
ticks me off....
hopes she jus
get run over by a camel
or somethin
into the deepest ocean
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 |
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oooooooooook
i hav nothin to blog about hoho
did made a new friend on sun
at vivo
he is some india dude
not bad lookin
22 years old
he owns his very own
jewelry exportin company
in shanghai
he makes 2 million a year
n he's single
n he is expandin his business
into s'pore
so my dear indians frenz
if u wanna hook up
shafiq haf his email
brahahahahaha
am gettin screwed
cuz failin all my common
test papers
urgh
n weird thing is
my dad is jus bizarre
dad : hey do u wanna drink beer ?
me : em nooooooooooooooooooooo??????
dad: haha too bad
....n then he walked away....
damn it
parents arent supposed to believe kids so easily
darn....
cant imagine
10 yrs down e road
me n dad would
be drinkin by e porch
wit beer bellies
e size of brazil
hoho
aft all tat
we've been through
u've always been e one
who was there for me
who always made me smile
n now we're together again
i wont ever wanna lose u again
those words u said
will always be remembered
locked in heart
placed in memory
if i could jus hold u in the dark
Saturday, February 23, 2008 |
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as u all knw
am pretty emo
past few days
but well
things cant be changed....
haiz
sorry seems to be the hardest word
ok so on fri
got into a row wit jt
so scooted back home
wore a pretty dress
n had makeup
cuz i thght we were hangin out ltr
n then he cancelled
n then i cried
aft 3 hours
decided to go out again
reapplied my makeup
but then we had a fight again
n then i cried again
aft 20 min
decided to go out once again
reapplied my makeup
but then we had another phone arguement
n then i cried again
DAMN IT MAKEUP DUNN GROW ON TREES MAN
haiz
so finally went out
wit no makeup on
i thk i looked ultra scary
cuz everyone didnt dare
sit nex to me
in e mrt
oooooooooooooooo
i'm ferocious
meow....
so at 11 pm
met kat , zara and mia
at tanjong pagar
was supposed to
hang overnight
at darren's condo
u knw some
lovely cousin get together
but actually
we jus wanna play cards
we jus wanna play cards
darren was freakin an hour late
asshole
so we ran around e playground for
an hour
yay
I LOVE SWINGS
i ws emo
so i didnt mind waitin
hoho
swingin my way into another emo day hey.....
the 2 babes mia and zara
my best cousin KAT....aint she jus gorgeous ?
so basically
we played e whole night
i lost 10 bucks urgh
i was e 1st to fall asleep round 3.30
haha
i luv snorin
yay
so went home bout6 am
n then got screwed by my dad
haiz
nightmares never ends
found this kinda cute in his room
haha darren snorin at round 6 am
What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that youre not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when its all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
Its sad,
so sad
Its a sad, sad situation
And its getting more and more absurd
Its sad, so sad
Why cant we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
too little too late
Friday, February 22, 2008 |
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only when u're gone
i realised
how much i really loved u
things r only cherished aft they're gone
givin up wat seems to be a beautiful dream
Friday, February 22, 2008 |
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more pics frm tat night
sorry toots
haven been updatin
cuz my life sux now
n slowly gettin it back on track
...
but it aint workin haiz
failed every paper
in e common test so far
i suck man
....
jintong
sorry i am such a bad person
sorri i've never thought about ur feelings
sorry i was always forgetful
sorry for e times i took u for granted
sorry seems to be e hardest word
but it seems tats all i can say
no one has ever made me feel this way
i'm glad we met
but i regret i didnt cherish tat
so many things had happened
so many i took for granted
so many i didnt put in effort
so many i let to waste
all along
u were the one hurtin
all i did was wonder
i've never really done all
my best to try to make u happy
n i seriously regret now
cuz u aint comin back nymore
i wasted my chance
n u will nvr forgive me
i want to make it up to u
but i dun knw how
i wanna stop hurtin u
i wanna make u happy
but i dun knw how
i really love u so much
but guess....i didnt really express it enough
club no entry
Monday, February 18, 2008 |
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us be4 e party
clubbin on sat night was
hot
hot hot
hot hot hot
hot hot hot hot
hot hot hot hot hot hot
hot hot hot hot hot hot
whew
fannin in progress*
2 days aft e party
n i'm still hungover
yay
i'm burnin all over
mmmmmmm
i love it
met runie sean and nikki at 8
we waddled all e way to somerset
...n then we gt lost
darn u runie
runie : i knw e way follow me
[we walked across the street]
runie : ok now we're lost
[mental headslap]
thank god
marcus the condom
let us there
to ZOUK
but then we got rejected
sad life of underage ppple
sian...
so we head to
TANJONG PAGAR
n headed to REDZ
its a ktv bar
n it was empty YAY
so we screwed around
played pool
sang our butts out
n drank a whole jug of vodka
while waitin for
jeff n louis
so we made our way to
TANTRIC
oh yea
the music was HOT
the pple were HOT HOT
n the drinks were HOT HOT HOT
we had e most ex drink in e house
its called BLUE SPIN
it is a fuckin MONSTER
one gulp n my throat was burnin
if i finish e drink
i'll be doin e conga on e table
nt like nyone would care
but...
i like my modesty
so we did e
dirty dancing
the drinkin
the ooglin
n then we went outside
sat at e stones
jus below e "no entry sign" for cars
n then this
huge bunch of pple
came to us
n said
"u guys hav the best seats in the house
lets join u "
so we establish
e new bar
called NO ENTRY
n J quoted " its only where e hot pple belong"
HOHOHO
yessssssssssssssa
so we made
21 new frenz tat night
hahahaz
i loved it
we gt shocked at J*
he was e most friendliest in e bunch
like duh
cuz he is a superstar on channel 8
me : its sad cuz there r loads of gay pretty guys out there
him : oh sweetie u jus need to giv them
a viagra pill n they'll do u
last time in aus
i had half a viagra pill
n i fucked samantha
samantha : ya he tells everyone tat
me n nikki : ooooooooooooooooooo
jonathan : so how old are u guys
j* : they cant be older than 18
cuz look at her breasts
they're still perky
[points at me]
dotz.............haha
dotz.............haha
mark was freaky [some ang moh dude]
he was e first to get drunk
his whole face was red
n he kept drinkin
n he said i was hot
in the group picture
so i'm like
ok he mus be some
ang moh who like to hav fun around [tourist type]
n then they told us
he was a lecturer
at NTU
n is featured on CHANNEL NEWS ASIA
...
i also spilled my drink
....
anyways
it was a wild night
reached home at 4 am
n i loved it
this is the life i wan
happy n carefree
i love dancin
love the booz
love the pple
love the night life
goin again on march to ZOUK
YAY
part of e big group at NO ENTRY
i knw it aint a flatterin pic of me
but its wit e hunks man
pressure
Friday, February 15, 2008 |
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good riddance
common test is over
hurray
but there aint no break
so mon sch resumes
...the fuckin bastards....
hahaz
love my new skin ?
i jus gt bored of e old one
died durin
maths n chem today
like wth
i dun even knw howda do
so was jus writin love poems
n foldin them into a boat
for like an hour [e paper was 1 1/2 hours]
kinda retarded
cuz aft e teacher announce "pls start ur papers"
aft 20min
e gurl nex to me
banged her head on e table
it took me
like 5 miin to figure
she jus fell asleep
god
i almost poke her wit my pen
thought she was dead
..hmm....darn...
hanged out wit jintong aft sch
then sneaked in to sean's house
muahhaha
then he kicked me out
so crawled back home
at like 11
GOIN CLUBBIN TMR
YAY
FINALLY
i miss gettin drunk n
actin like some asshole
haha
reminds me of gina
years ago
at some house party at raynards
gina was on e table top
gina [drunk] : hey who here is wearin pink underwear
guy : me
guy 2 : me also
heather : me too
gina [drunk] : U GUYS SUCK I LOVE PURPLE N PURPLE RULES U SKANKS
....scary....
haha
nyways
partyin wit
nikki her 2 frenz
runie n sean
clappy n jolin
eeeeeeeeeh....thk tats it
gt a feelin we'll be shooed out of clubs
cuz in a way we're underage
but wth
i'll party on e street if i hav to
he wasnt man enough
Thursday, February 14, 2008 |
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Listen girl
Who do you think I am?
Don't you know that he was my man?
But I chose to let him go
So why do you act like I still care about him?
Looking at me like I'm hurt
When I'm the one who said
I didn't want it to work
Don't you forget I had him first?
Stop playing me
He wasn't man enough for me
If you don't know now here's chance
I've already had your man
Do you wonder just where he's been, yeah?
Do not be worried about him
Now it's time you know the truth
I think he's just the man for you
Listen girl
Didn't he tell you the truth?
If not then why don't you ask him?
Then maybe you can be more into him
Instead of worrying about me
And hopefully you won't find
All of the reasons why his love didn'tcount
And why we couldn't work it out
Oh yeah
So many reasons why
our love isthrough, yeah
What makes you think he'll be good to you,
no
It makes no sense cause he will never change
Girl you better recognize the game,
oh yeah
by toni braxton
tired
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 |
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mmm died for like accounts paper
took e temp exercise today
in my heart
i prayed i'll get a fever
then i'll be excuse frm exams
n then sail away on a carribean cruise wit a blondie
36.0 degrees
damn....
haha
n then at e end of it
mrs wan gav us e answer sheet
n then e whole hall groan
haha
really cute
half of us wanted to throw e papers
back in her face
the others wanted to burn it
hmmm gonna be busy e nex few days
cuz
i laid off jintong last night
urrgh
i was jus real tired of this bullshit
us sneakin around as a sort of couple
pathetic
its either i hav him wholly
or a rather we be nothin at all
so he chose her
hmmm
guess he likes to be emotinally tortured
wateva
i'm jus relieved its over
nomore pretentious dramatic bullshit
so like all gurls
aft lettin go
an idiotic flirtatious boyfriend
we all tend to party
oh yea baby
clubbin wit e gang
at homeclub
tmr night
n then i'm gonna throw up
all over e field
on sun mornin
durin dragonboat trainin
n then at night
i miiiiiiiiiiihgt
be hangin out wit clappy n his frenz
to go to.....lunar ?
some sort of club i guess haha
lets all get drunk
oh ya
happy v day
to everyone n anyone
thanz pple for ur presents
haven open them
jus waitin for e right moment brahahaha
shafiq sent me home again today
yay
poor dude
e sch might be expelling him
cuz of poor attendance n conduct
wth
stupid eileen lim
tat short ugly menopausal woman
urgh
i'll tear e mi buildin apart
if they dare expel him
i'll pee on her
n maybe throw her
back to bein
one of e 7 dwarfs wit snow white
she can be dopey
it was startin to feel boring
it didnt hurt as much
so...my love for u jus died
thank god
cuz u aint worth the effort
can't keep runnin back
to someone so weak n immature
i'm in a diff light now
n its shining
away frm u
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 |
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hmm valentines dae is tmr
for e 1st time
in 4 years
i'm single on this day
n to admit
it is a little solem
...
was studyin at yishun
was freakin empty
everyone was either
hybernatin at home
wrappin flowers
or doin last min shoppin at orchard
buyin choo choo bears
haiz
its a little depressin
....
its always nice
to receive somethin
regardless of how small it is
as it reflects
how important u are as a person
to know tat
someone in this world cares for u
n is thinkin about u
when u aint around
...
for tat feeling
its pretty much worth anythin
....
so i'm jus sittin
in my room
thinkin
.....
is there anybody
out there
thkin about me tonight
while i lay in my sleep
dreamin about them
i quit
lovin u is a job i dun need
aint ever gonna work no more
it aint worth it
never was
but still
i lie to myself
sayin everything's gonna be alright
letting go wat u coulnt hold on to
Monday, February 11, 2008 |
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its so odd
been seeing someone lately
n it feels like i've known him for so long
he looks back at me
wit e same expression
be it
in the bus
or at the bus stop
he always hav tat
...special expression when he sees me....
but i'm like
who the hell are u
i knw he is in
year 3
but tats it
...odd ball...
sign*
commontest is screwin me
back to muggin
confession 1 :
n i dunno
since when
i started to regret
nt knowing u first
confession 2 :
sometimes pple can be wrong
so so wrong
boy I thought you'd realized
I'm not like them other gurls
Cuz I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise babe
so so wrong
boy I thought you'd realized
I'm not like them other gurls
Cuz I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise babe
giv me a reason to feel intoxicated
Sunday, February 10, 2008 |
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urgh
been a weird weird day
runie n sean popped by today
its e 3rd day man
woke at like 3 pm
yay
i love sleepin
its the best thing nex to......
nyways
aftwards
went to orchard to change
my shoes frm n.u.m
trip in the mrt
suck like hell
the crowd
was bad as hell
when i found out n.u.m was close
was angry as hell
the food at cini
suck more like hell
so this means
i'm in hell
so if anyone
ask u to go to hell
jus come right here
be my hellmates
muahhahaha
chilled at gloria jean's
the best coffee shop ever
then met sean's friend
he's cute as hell
haha
so we went skipping
holdin hands
all e way to tanjong pagar
e land of famous clubs n gay bars
its a real sweet night life
wanted to get into PLAY
but the line was long as hell
so we went
to this ktv bar called
legend
n it was beautiful
love the deco man
gt myself
a lycee martini
n god i was in love wit it
its 16 bucks but it was niiiiiiiiiiice
n then we all gt high
n we wanted to jiggle on e bartop
haha
some gurl was singin a song [she's real good]
n then halfway
she started screamin in e mike
rat rat rat
n then everyone
jumped on e table
n did a mini tapdance
hahahaha
fuckin hilarious
boy
u're jus so unpredictable
evrytime i try to leave
you jus bring me back
so much water
sometimes i cry a river
You dried my eyes and
brought me back to laughter
And when I lay next to you
I want to wake up
And when I break up,
its only to make up
so Boy promise me,
As long as you are my boo
lets jus try to make this work
cuz it dun matter wat the haters say
as long as u stay true
i'll always be here for u
cny festive season
Sunday, February 10, 2008 |
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holy crap
been friggin busy this past few days
its cny pple
hahaha
was rather busy
couldnt get e pictures yet
so wait a moment yea ?
1st day :
woke up damn bloody
early
like round 11
....yes it was early...
travelled to my dad side
n we were e 1st time arrive
....again.....
i hav no bloody idea y dad likes to go so
freakin early
so aft like 2 solo hours
me n my bro
were sleepin open-mouthed
on e sofa....
n then one of e aunts
tried to stuf e hongbao
in my mouth
cuz she thght i looked cute
...wth...
n every year its the same
pple gamble
they eat like hell
n they always always
comment on your body
e moment they see u
went shoppin
n bought everythin black
so had no choice
but to wear jintong's shirt
wit an obi belt over
3rd aunt was
complainin tat
i shd wear those low cut tops instead
cuz i had boobs to fill now
.....evil.....
but then its
nice to see pple
u only meet once a year
even though u forgot their name
was bein a stupid bimbo
cuz once i entered
e houses
i went like
shit
how the fuck am i suppose to call them ?
n then i did e american thing
n smiled my way through
like some retarded bimbo flight stewardess
urgh
2nd day :
went over to jintong's house
then went to his aunt's house for reunion dinner
then he popped by my ahma's house
n then we went to watched cj7
it sucks btw
it was kinda cute
cuz it was e 1st time bringin someone over
n he was shy
n i didnt knw wat to do
sooooooooooooooooo
we entered e house
n jus stoned in e middle of e room
...speechless, head hunglow.....
like some freakin manequin
god i suck
so nyways
hongbao money = 202 bucks
yay
n i alr spent half of tat
yay
....
hahaha
common test is tmr
i am so frigggin screwed
moi
Wednesday, February 06, 2008 |
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What Marilyn Means |
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
n the worst part is
this is all so incredibly true
tidings on a new rave
Tuesday, February 05, 2008 |
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ooooook
haven been updatin recently
hohoho
u stalkers hav been pressurin moi to update
fine
i'm sorry
been crazy over new year shoppin
cuz my
pay only came like on
thurs
so only 4 days to shop
like wth
screw u agnes
uurrgh
sat ,
went shoppin wit runie n sean
walked whole of
united square
far east
heeren
zara
n in e end
i ended up wit
black leggings
n a black spagetti strap
i jus love black alright
its e new green [or somethin]
kinda died tryin to walk through e crowd
hell load of pple la
n i'm short
so was like
steppin on everyones toes
jus to get a view ahead
sun :
went shoppin wit my dear
cuzz....kat
i love u baby
went to bugis
nothin there
then head to vivo
mmmmmmmmmm
i luuuuuuuuuuurve
shoppin
we were like 2 kids on redbull
we were like
omg zara
omg river island
omg forever 21
omg omg omg
bunch of bimboes
jumpin n hoppin into e stores
yea
pple were starin
but well
i luv runnin in heels
it makes me feel taller......go figure
we saw eriverisland
bags
n we were like
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
bloody gorgeous
holy crap
omg omg omg
fannin*
i need a sugar daddy
mon :
went solo shoppin
n i died
e counter queqe
was like longer then
e donut factory
wtf
was carryin my big
travel like size puma bag
so was irritated
wit pple bumpin
so i startd swingin it
it works man
pple started movin away
but then
this stupid kid
jus bumped into me
n then i jus send him
flying
towards e entrance
to taka
was stunned
for a while
n then i jus burted out
..."thank you come again "
i'm so mean
was doin last min
spring cleanin
couldnt be bothered
so threw everythi away
i'm spoilt i knw
then found out
i threw out my precious blankey
thank god
i gt to e rubbbish bin in time
be4 e blangahs came
it would be
funny as hell
to see me
chasin e garbage truck down e street
shoutin
"stop stop
kepp smiling
cuz i cant see ur face"
i'm goin to hell aint i
hahahahaaha
been thinkin alot
bout wat i wan
for valentines
..n i wan a ring...
it can jus be frm anybody
but i dun knw
it holds a special bond feelin to me
i like it
hmmmmmmmmmm