walkin into the closet
Friday, December 07, 2007 |
holy crap
been actin real retarded for e past week
its cuz of work
its drivin me nutz
n i've changed becuz of it [jus realise...like wth]
been givin attitute to everythin n everyone
threw my life-sized bear across e room
in a fit..
well i gav it a hug aftwards
so i thk it forgave me...
i'm so sorry
to all e pple i've hurt
especially J.T....
if u're readin this...
baby i'm so so so bloody sorry ok
didnt mean to hurt u
i'll be good from now on ok
hohoho
...
cant imagine i was some slimy
punchbag hu kept dissin everyone
omg
i acted like an old hag
holy crap
i was turnin into
some menopausal stuck up no life auntie
shit...shit shit shit shit shit...
pretty soon
i might be
smoking like a chimney
drinkin like a fish
n dressin like my mother
o god...
i hav to stop
okok
new years resolution
i hav to put my priorities first
- studying like some nerd [read gurl read]
- exercise like maniac [lose e stress n oozin fats]
- eatin healthy stuff [no more coffee n doughnuts]
n then i hav to get rid of these bad habits
- emoing [i dun wanna be suicidal nymore]
- sleepin like a dead person [cuttin down frm 12 to 10 hrs]
- impulse shoppin [expensive but fun]
- quit fantasing bout abs , lean muscular thighs or arms or buffed up chest or tan hairless skin
ok guess by nex year i'll be a saint oooooo